sony's bloggy blog

2009-01-18T04:35:00.000-08:00

I have a new blog.HEHE.

2009-01-16T06:53:00.000-08:00

I hate this blog.I'm going to create a new one.Bye.

2008-12-27T21:26:00.000-08:00

2008 is coming to an end!!!sigh..Its a sad thing that i'll be leaving the cheras campus next year..But theres no doubt that i'm going to hate cempaka damansara either.The food and the people there are awesome.

Anyways,i've got an issue here..I have no idea what to do or where to go for new year's eve.People would usually enter clubs and get drunk.I mean come on,that's the best way to have fun!But problem is that i dont drink and i'm underage.Celebrating it with Abu and his friends at the PD beach house would be interesting too but abu had to set the age limit to 18 and above.So i'm left with zero plans.Except for jazeman's invitation to "chill" with him in KL.But seriously,I'm sick and tired of walking around the malls or streets with a massively huge crowd and spraying those things on people.Its really laaaaaaaame.So I think i'd most probly purchase my baskin robbins ice cream at subang parade (The moment i've been waiting for!) Ok these things dont really matter anyway.Btw,guess what!!I passed my driving license test today!hehehehehe.its a big deal to me cause i actually failed the previous test!lol.

Anyways i G2G!will blog about 2008 later!~toodles~
P/s:I wanna go to south america!!

2008-12-26T03:03:00.000-08:00

Singapore was okay lorrr.Haha.It was boring cause sofy and i basically had 50 sing dollar to spend.I mean the last time we went there,pak cak gave us 500 sing dollar each.(including the maids) lol.But that's ok..he did bring us on a shopping spree on the last day.hehe..So yea the place was like a stink bomb i tell you.no offence but i truly hate singapore.It's clean and all but there's no other entertainment except for shopping.And plus,we even have the shops in Malaysia now.The streets were damn crowded too!
Upon arrival,sofy and Abu:Marriot Hotel
Oh and coincidentally,we met Anuar on the highway..so we brought down our windows and started waving at him like monkeys!haha.
The highlight of the trip was when we met up with Abu's singapore friends!Omar was there too!We walked all the way from Orchard road to Clark Quay!it was like a 45 minutes walk!We went for a drink and chilled by the river after that with Ahmed and Nabil while the others were "clubber" goers.Ahmed and Nabil were extremely funny!*secretly imagining their joke*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA..sighh..

Eww,my tummy looks big.

So that's about it.Holiday's almost over and sadly,i didnt really get to travel overseas this time.Was supposed to go to UK and visit cambridge (inspiration sake idea) but then there was raya haji and so forth.HAIH.ok bye guys. P/s:My facebook sucks =(

2008-12-20T01:00:00.001-08:00

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog!I guess I've lost interest in blogging.ANYWAY!!The best thing ever happened to me today!!!WOOOT WOOOT!!Aunty Sherry put *toooot* on the line for me!!I was so freaking excited to talk to "you know who"!!I couldnt stop grinning the whole way through and words barely came out from my mouth.I was bloody NERVOUS and excited at the same time.It's like winning a lottery!or or being married to Prince Harry!haha.Well thanks aunty sherry.YOU ROCK!I told aunty sherry that she could consider that as my birthday present for next year.hehe..

Alright,so before i received the "phone call" i was basically stuck in a 6 hour BORING lecture.Abu Z and I went to sit for our Undang.Not to mention,in KLANG!The place was somewhat depressing and smutty.To add things worst,I found out that there isnt any other "hygenic" driving schools in Malaysia either.I wondered how the sultan's kids or something sat for their driver's license.Must've been real sad.So yea,i cant wait to get my driver's license as soon as i turn 17 in 2 months time.I wouldnt have to rely on the driver or anyone else by then.

Nevertheless,I've been goooooooooood!Life has been as awesome as ever.Soo many fortunate and unfortunate events took place.Victoria Inst. prom was amazingly fun!They had joey G and the sexy pondan dancers to perform.My date however was entitled as prom king.haha.funny how a quiet guy like him could win.lol.

Then there was dad who got into an accident and was admitted in the hospital.But he's doing ok now.Thank god.Raya Haji was fun too.I had my cousins who came down from Kedah to celebrate it with us.I really2 enjoyed their company!!We went to pak cak's beach house in PD and and i managed to watch the pak imam slaughter the cows this time!Morbid stuff,I LIKE!

Tania and Zarym came down from Australia on the 11th.The day after their arrival,Zarym brought Tania,Sofy and I on a shopping spree at pavillion!Apparently,zarym wanted to test his new credit card.haha.Oh oh i also threw a bbq party on the 12th..MOST of my guests didnt show up!I'm very dissapointed indeed with you guys..grr.lol.We had Tasha's band and syaz's band from V.I to perform!The crowd was somehow lively ;)

Sofy on the SAX.

most of the pix were not clear though..Razlan,sofy,tasha,me,dayang,khal and eddie =)Oh and about a few weeks ago,Pak cak invited me to attend the sultanah bahiyah event in conjunction with the Sultan of Kedah's birthday at Shang Ri La.I must say that it was a pleasant event indeed..Met awesome people there and was even surprised to bump into Rafie (used to be dance partner) that night who looked amazingly goodlooking in a suit until i couldnt even recognise him!haha(most of the time he has got this very BLURR facial expression in school) hehe.

By the way,something really funny happened to me yesterday but i forgot what it was all about.haha.

Ok enough of history..sigh.I really2 cant wait for school to reopen and start being serious again!Hopefully Dr Rizal will place me in Science 1.Nerdy classmates tend to motivate me more.haha.Futury ay,Pak cak's taking tania,sofy and I to singapore for christmas!Plus,my big sister's "lover",Uncle Rezza is taking us for go karting on Monday!Then on the 31st,I'll be able to purchase my 31% off baskin robbin ice cream!woooot.Alright,so that's all the updates about me. P/s:MISSING LUCIANO SO BADLY!!!!! pp/s:Baby Alia is EXTREMELY cute!

Peace

2008-12-01T20:41:00.000-08:00

I've finally removed my chatbox!Those annoying people will have to reveal their identity now if they want to post a comment!HAH!ok so believe it or not guys,it's already DECEMBER!WOOOOO.Time flies ey..The only thing i'm looking forward to this month is to purchase my jamoca almond fudge from baskin robins on the 31st!hehehehehehe.oh oh and christmas with uncle matthew and the arrival of my big sister Tania and big brother,Abu from Adelaide!=D

oh and i missed out on another picture of zuly,dayang and I(prom).xo xo.

2008-11-28T05:47:00.000-08:00

I went out to watch Twilight with my old friends from school today.The movie was great but the book is even better (as usual).Edward Cullen was so sweet that he almost made me cry!sigh..America really produces awesome movies..sonia's favourites (i just feel like sharing it with you guys!hehe)=Dark knight,Wanted,300,The gladiator,Spiderman,Twiight,etc etc..
After that we all went to Chilli's to celebrate Razlan's birthday!lol.Happy Birthday Lan!N Gosh,I cant wait for school to reopen!SPM year =s..HA-HA so not funny.Oh oh and baby alia is coming over for a swim tomorrow!!WOHOOO.Ok i'm so tired..will update tomorrow or next week or next month or wtv.BYE.

2008-11-27T09:22:00.000-08:00

P/s: Bear in mind that you're dealing with a 16 year old =)
Anyways,tonight's prom was funtastic!Razlan's band seriously did an amazing job!*thumbs up*Aite i'm off to bed.Will update soon =)

2008-11-26T04:13:00.000-08:00

To Abby (i doubt its your real name though):
First of all,I'm quite sure that you've posted a few other comments (with different names) lol.Anyways,I am not a smart ass girl.I just reckon that the government should do all those things so that i myself will have an urge to "push myself" cause seriously,i've been taking life too lightly (education wise).The bumiputra rights which acts as a safety net to all of us malays makes me think that it's alright to be a mediocre.I just assumed that if the government are hard on us malays too then perharps i would be more motivated to do better =) P/s:my ambition is to be a politician (or an architect.hehe) =)

To .....:
The person who gave me the sense of realisation about the weakness we malays have is my mom.I did have an argument with her and i mentioned exactly what you said there.That all this while,the top scorers for SPM have been malays.My mom's respond was..it's most probably because their results were just good enough to get an"A1" in the spm level.Example a malay student could have most probably scored 50% for addmaths and still get an A1 for it (SPM level) where as some chinese most probably scored 90% for it.I bet you know how the marking scheme is like in SPM right.Oh and maybe your "real world" could be different than mine.But i'm basically referring to MY "real world" and it doesnt look good at all =)

oh oh and DARK KNIGHT WAS AWESOME!

2008-11-25T03:30:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the critics folks..I'm glad that my chatbox is finally filled with comments.Now i know that i actually have viewers ;) Though my younger sister said that chances are there might be only 1 person who's posting the comments.heh.

Anyways,back to the whole argument,I may have exagerrated on the 95% but theres no doubt that I've got my points at fault.I spent 4 years of highschool in a government school.So imagine guys,out of 100++ prefects that we have in the morning session,less than 10 are malays.As far as i could remember,it was me,Aziemah,Annie and Naif.Ok so that makes it the 4 of us malays.And for 7 consequtive years,our school's head prefect has been a chinese.So my question is,where are the malays at times like this??

One more thing, it is VERY OBVIOUS indeed that "he" did it!It's all the reverse psychology technique that is being used in our corrupted government right now.pfft.

Back to my life =) I'll start from what happened last week.hehe..

Last Friday was Jazeman's 16th birthday party at Bijou,Mont Kiara.It was a very nice location and the whole deco was fantastic. (sofy wanted to celebrate her party there this year but it costs a BOMB) so yea.Dayang and I arrived "fashionably late" for the party as we had our production on the same day.haha.*so that explains the super THICK make-up i had on me for the party* haha.Was a bit dissapointed that Lewis Hamilton or Alonso wasnt at the party.hehe.Then on Saturday Omar came over to the house in the morning and then I had lunch with dayang,vikram and shaz at Bangsar Village.It was one of those production days again.Julie and I slept over at Danisha's house that night after the production.It was fun.haha.I love her housing area!Beverly heights NOT hills.lol.The area is so savvy that they have a shuttle bus which can take you to Pavillion.lol.We spent the whole night cooking pizza until 2 am.haha.oh oh and I really love Danisha's half-malay-half-british step sibblings!They are so cute!!Now i feel like marrying a mat salleh.hehe.

Sunday was our last show ever!!It was a very emotional day for all of us!I'm gonna miss the different hairstyles that I get for the show and the whole crew!!=(I spent the next day with Julie,looking for prom dresses at Bangsar.Unfortunately,we didnt find any but I was planning to recycle my dresses anyway.I did get myself a masquerade mask though.Oh oh and we saw Datin Freida and his son at BV!lol.quite random.Anyways i was a bit sad because i was supposed to attend a dance workshop today-wednesday.Plus,Datin is going to sponsor the production crews!(otherwise we'd have to pay 500 bucks).The trainer is from America and it looked awesome but mom says i joined too many activities=(

That night,Syeikh Yusof Estes came to Bukit Jelutong for an open dialogue about islam.Mom,sofy and I went since it was just going to be held opposite our house.Now this guy was born a christian in America.He was a priest and converted to Islam about 10 years ago (that really attracted my attention).The most wonderful thing that happened last night was that he actually converted a 26 year old chinese boy to islam!The whole hall was silent when that took place.I was mesmerized to witness something like that happening in front of my eyes..

From syeikh yusuf estes:
To be honest, I was a "dedicated Christian" and a good 'ole boy from Texas. I hated anything and everything about those "Mozlems", just like you are supposed to, here in the West.We were told, "They don't believe in God,they worship a black box in the desert,they kiss the ground 5 times a day,they are hijackers!Kidnappers!Terroists!Hijackers!If you are an American Christian you have to hate them!All of them!So I did!

One day, I met a real Muslim and I wanted to 'convert' him to Christianity but it turned out to be the opposite way.I soon learned there is a lot more to Islam than I knew. The more that I learned about REAL ISLAM, the more I was surprised at the similarities.

Lol.I like him..he was cool and funny..Alright so that's about it people!P/s:I so cant wait to watch Twilight!!

2008-11-20T19:10:00.001-08:00

I think that we should make it possible for anyone to lead a country regardless of their skin colour/race.Especially in a multi-racial country like Malaysia.We should start practicing something which is similar to the United States where anyone can be the President (well it's Prime Minister in Malaysia).We should accept the fact that Malays,Chinese and Indians can be leaders.Maybe with this kind of rules,there will be an urge to compete among us.Perharps we can now get rid of the comfort zone the malays have been surrounded with all this while.Though life will be much tougher for us malays,but we cant just rely on bumiputra rights forever.The Malays will have to work harder now.Thus,a higher competition would be the solution.

Take the negros in America as an example (especially in the movie "The Great Debaters") being a minority in country does not affect them mentally.The uglier the treatment that they get,the more they hunger for a better success than the whites.Maybe this applies to the chinese mindset in Malaysia?Maybe that is the reason why the chinese are better academically here.Equality should be given to them too now that they've proved themselves and played their parts well.

Seriously,we should be more open-minded now and leave the insecure-ness that has been planted within ourselves.Perharps that explains why the Americans are so bloody good.No joke about that,I mean from watching their tv shows and so forth,its like EVERYTHING is possible in America!Come on,if the Americans can do it then we can do it too.America is a huge country so just imagine how Obama did it and how tough it is to manage the citizens.

Ok sorry about today's post.I just have to bring this issue up after reading the newspaper about teenagers and their lepaking craze.And it surprises me when 95% of the teenagers who commits themselves to all this "lepak" are Malays.
Ok this picture was stolen from the net but i shall capture the pictures myself one of these days.But seriously,what is on their mind??

Puerto rico!

2008-11-16T17:35:00.000-08:00

Last Friday was one of the most awesome day I've ever had..We had our report card day and not to boast or anything but oh well..I got #1 in class!!*sings oops i did it again..!*hehe.Somehow I wasnt that proud with my achievement because David did not sit for the exams.pffft.

Anyway we had our first MAJOR public performance that day and the school hired 40 professional hair and make-up artist from A-Cut Above (NOT.They were from Snips) to do our hair and make up.lol.It was damn cool and fun. Ezzer and Sofia came to watch the show that night.It went well with excellent remarks from Kakiseni.lol.I really had fun with the whole company!xo.
Haha."Sexy time" picture of Karl and I.
So basically,Mr Kang gave all of us a day off today!I was supposed to go out with Dayang and everyone else but I'm too lazy.Instead,I went to Subang and got myself a back massage.Gosh the lady who massaged me was superb.Except that I got so annoyed with her cause she couldnt understand engllish nor BM.Sigh..If I were to bring a change to the world,I would make English as a global language!Then it'll be WAAAAAAAAY easier for the whole world to communicate and unite!
oh and my cute little baby niece ruined my macbook in this video.

2008-11-13T05:25:00.001-08:00

I LOVE wondermilkcupcakes bigappledonuts johnkingduriantart anddunkindonutschocolatepudding.NYUM. The nasi ayam looked very tempting today but i have to restrain myself from consuming rice and chocolates..Gosh i eat soo much!Ha-ha not funny.Ok basically we had our first public show today..It went well despite the lack of audience.
Dayang and I. Then mom threw a bbq for the neighbours at night..we did more crappy videos and vandalised my room!haha.ok so that's about it.I have been very busy lately with all the practices that i barely have time to just sit still and think about my life and future.sigh.After watching 'sex and the city' (with mom),i thought that it would be really awesome if i could lead a life like theirs.*more sigh*Someone take me to New York please.
Events to look forward to:
-Jazeman's birthday party
-CIS prom night
-Pak Cak's Ferrari Club bfast

2008-11-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

Barack Obama's victory has created history.Its just like in the movies where the blacks end up being heroes.But screw it,its just the colour of their skin.I am very motivated indeed to create a history of my own now.haha.Sonia as the first FEMALE prime minister of malaysia.how awesome is that.Ok this is so lame.I am too intimidated to blog about Obama's success right now.

"Martin's dream came true earlier than anyone has ever imagined."

Dont you just agree with me that we tend to go through almost the same routine each day.Well at least i do during the weekdays and it bores me.Sleep,eat,school.Seriously,what do we live for?Though my answer to that question used to be food.haha.My mind kept on wondering what's the purpose of going through all the hassle in our daily lives.Why cant life be more simple.More towards living for our own good and not others.Then the lamest imagination such as building a house of our own and mining our own farm which will benefit us ONLY would trigger my mind.haha.This new generation keeps on demanding for more just to satisfy our needs.More and more till this planet is barely capable to withstand it.

From my point of view,it looks like the earth is starting to crumble and Its time for all of us to really2 take action.Even if you offer yourself a minor role in helping could change things.What i usually do is avoid using plastic bags.ps:that is how MINOR my role is.haha.

Nevertheless,the global economic growth is very steep nowadays.I look around the congested roads and am surprised to see the large amount of human beings living on this planet!dont you agree with me?I see flyovers which have no less than 2 storeys are being built everywhere.Some even went up to like what,10 storeys high!?especially the new ones being built near sunway.It gives me the creeps when i see it.Come to think of it,I dont think we require that many flyovers.Especially when the price of petrol is soaring these days.I doubt automibles will be used in 10 years time.So what the goverment should really do is invest more in public transportation not flyovers.sigh.Oh and another thing,due to the high cost of living i reckon that the 21st century mortals are better of giving birth to 1 child only.With the reduction of homo sapiens,it will be more convenient for us to manage the country.

Okay back to my life!Things have been AWESOME.I love my neighbourhood.We had a get-together session last week for halloween!We went around tricker-treating!It was so fun but i'm so lazy to elaborate the whole story right now.hehe.Then there's the Box Office Production practices..blablabalbalablabla.Ok i have to start being serious by december!! and dont bother asking me out to "hang out" next year people.Sonia will have to turn down all request..OMG.It's already end of the year!!!SO FAST!!in fact,this is TOO FAST.17 sounds "old" and the thought of my future is so scary.so yea that's it for now!tata.
Religious views for today:
Noone knows when it's time for them to die so we say that only god knows when death is for us.But if there is a serial killer who tells a person "you die tomorrow",does that make him god?

Interviewing paris & nicole

2008-11-04T04:09:00.000-08:00

we literally had nothing better to do..haha.

I'm in love with sheikh muszaphar

2008-10-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick and tired with the box office practices.I've not skipped school eversince finals.sigh..Ok you know what,my entries these days are soo lame..ergh ciao.Love you people.xo

Happy Deeeevali!

2008-10-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

Final's results are out!I'm glad i did very well..Though I was a bit dissapointed that David did not sit for the exams..(This month's mission was to beat him!i hope you're not reading this David.lol) Well,hopefully #1 in class/form..haha.*fingers crossed* Anyway,things have been great..been busy with box office pracs,attending open houses and so forth.Hmmm..Ok i really have nothing to talk about right now..*yawns*Will update again tomorrow lar.haha.Oh and happy birthday to ezzer! sarah's friend,sarah,sofy,me,ezzer,hanif,hanif's sis,indera.. ok the top really makes me look fat in this pic.haha.

frets.

2008-10-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling very unproductive lately..And when this happens,Sony will undergo a minor depression mode.A horrible feeling indeed.I mean,there's a lot of things to be done that i just dont know when or where to start!sigh.I hate this feeling.And i'm always craving for food!Most of my conversations with people has been about durian pancakes only.P/s=a box of cupcakes from wondermilk would really cheer me up right now!lol..and and not to mention,i've lost passion for dancing already!=( ok i'm so sorry about today's entry.PMS.Will try to post more substantial entries next time.HAIH.

Wtv day

2008-10-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

Danisha,Amirah and I had to put on a scarf on our head today.We were told to "model" for the Cempaka Madinah brochure.Funny part was that,we had the tudung on with our short skirt.HAHA.

HAHA.Amirah the doctor,mak cik jual karipap and Danisha the ustazah.oh and Danisha and i might reconsider wearing tudung after mariage or after having 3 kids.HAHAHAHA.

Okaaay then there was the box office production practice...Very tiring indeed..pfffft.

Chilling with the crew..

After that Danisha,Syanas and I went to search for our Halloween costume at the Great Eastern Mall..Unfortunately,we didnt buy any cause the french maid costume didnt fit any of us.lol.So yea,that was about it!I really need to work out..i feel so unhealthy right now =s

n i look retarded here.

It's nature

2008-10-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

Sony's dirty little secrets: When she was younger,she used to put clothes pegs on her nose in hopes to make it sharper.Yes,a vain pot since young.haha.

School life is great now =)I really love the school and the poeple here.My first few days in cempaka really sucked..But as i meet more people and participate in the activities the school has,the boredom has faded and i'm loving the school more than my previous school.Lol.I finally have friends now too!Haha.Compared to life back then in S.U not only was it stressful,being a prefect,my reputation has to be taken care of.But but the good part was,I was extremely ambitious in S.U.Being surrounded with troublesome students and unproductive malays really made me want to earn a head girl post and be a politician.A politician with 2 missions,to develop the malays and stop racism.

so yea,life in school now is very laid back..At least I dont have teachers coming up to me and asking me to do soo many things.It pisses me off when i put in so much effort and contribute a lot to the school and at the end of the day i get nothing as my reward when in actual fact the teacher told me that i was going to get paid for doing it.I was so active in su and yet none of them (teachers) showed me any sense of appreciation.sigh.Its a very lousy school indeed.ok so back to where i was.Now that i'm in cempaka,i barely take afternoon naps!I'm so proud of myself!However,the sad part is that I had to go through the same thing i went through when i was in f1.Teachers looked down on me and i get criticised for being lazy and so forth.UNTIL my results come out and they shut up.seriously,I dont know why,but people always have this bad impression on me when they first meet me.haha.Like stephan's girlfriend actually went like .."I dont think you cook" and puteri who went like "i doubt you're the type of person who read books"..previous addmaths teacher used to say this to me "You cant expect to be slow in a science class" She was really assuming that i only got 3 a's for PMR and yet i want to be placed in a science class.like wth.

Anyways,Mom pulled me out from the gym today..=( sigh..no more latin,no more belly dancing,no more yoga and no more hot brazillian trainer..HAIH..but oh well,i will be joining horse riding instead..lol.oh oh and not to mention!!Wade Robson is coming to kl next week!!I MUST join his dance workshop!!!=D

Sofy,me and mom-aussie-

Raya ;)

2008-10-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

Sadly,zarym,bang chik,uncle daumi's family and uncle malik's family could not join us for raya this year =(
Listening to:Begging,Madcon
Mood:Misses the whole week of last week..=(
:Wants to go to the States/overseas so badly.

Its about time I update my blog!haha.Finals is finally over!*wohooo!* Anyways,i shall blog about raya in today's entry=)
This year's raya was the Bomb.I seriously miss the whole week of last week!From the time the raya holidays started till the day school reopened.After 3 years,Tania finally came back to celebrate raya in Malaysia.Mom had to host another "open house" this year.lol.The night before raya was basically spent at Pak non's house..Played mercun with the cousins and the boys were aiming it at each other!!The girls on the other hand were running away for safety!so scary.haha.We had tons of mercuns cause apparently Bang chak spent 5k on mercun alone this year.

Raya,Day 1:
Relatives from mom and dad's side came over.I had a great time with my oh so wonderful and loud family.Haha.They're awesome..One thing for sure is that,noone can ever break the bond the tahir family has.Sigh.I love them =)
Guests present:
Dad calls this fella "man of the day".Haha.His name is Nik (sarah's "friend")and he lives up the road.Surprisingly,this fella spent his raya at my house from morning till night.Although we've just met him for the first time,he had this warmth in him which made the whole family felt like we've known him for years.haha.Picture captured during the mafia game session.(mafia on the first day of raya.HAHA.how random)
Beraya session and collecting the green packets with baby Alia.NGEE.

Spent the entire day at home and attended alyssa's open house later that night..
Arizz and .I.
Okay i wasnt even ready.. mamak galore.
We played MORE games.Haha.Rajiv,my #1 enemy.grr.screw you rajiv i still hate you.Raya,Day 2:Basically,nothing much happened on the 2nd day of raya.Just lunch with uncle Matthew and Rezza at Mandarin Oriental (yearly routine,same crowd).Highlight of the day was the durian pancake!!OMG.It was mouthwatering i tell you!Note that i even had tears in my eyes when i ate it!It was soooo good!I'm even planning to have tons of durian pancakes all stacked up as my birthday cake next year!!Damn,i'm craving for it now.Uncle Rezza,the 36 year old coolest bachelor (doesnt look like it physically,but he is!haha)he would take us for a spin and i really mean SPIN as in pusing in his lotus at the sepang circuit every year.haha.cool right?So yea that's about it!Time flies real quick aint it..in 4 months time i'll be able to get my drivers license and then there's spm!sigh..life's good =)ok ok i will update with you guys soon I still have A LOT more stories to tell!hehe.Goodnight!

Blue.

2008-09-27T09:52:00.000-07:00

Today sucked.Seriously,i was in a doleful mood the entire day..Box office production practice was a draaag..I felt so drousy!(ok maybe it was bcuz of the cough syrup)

Anyways!I was supposed to go out for buka puasa with LOADS of people during the weekends..But i ended up cancelling all of it.haha.Like yesterday,it was supposed to be with tengku but i had to go and see the doctor.Today was supposed to be at pavillion with zuly,ali,zul,danisha,dayang,syaz and loads more..MASSIVE group.But pavillion is too far.Then there's the berbuka razlan invited me to go too today at bangsar chili's with tasha and his bandmates.But apparantly mom doesnt trust his driving and besides that fella doesnt even know how to get to bj from saujana.

But ya la,my big sister is coming home tonight and i still have my exams next week!so that's another reason why dad wants me to stay at home.SIGH...this is very depressing...ok not so actually cause pak cak will be taking sarah,umar,sofy and i out on a raya shopping spree tomorrow!!!WOHOOOOooOOO!ok that's bout it.sorry guys..my life seems a bit dull today..OH OH!and Selamat Hari Raya to everyone!!ngaaaha.RAYAAAAAAAA!!!!!=D ok bye.

music as medicine for the brain

2008-09-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

Ergh!!I really cant wait to get over and done with finals!So little sleep and fun can be done during the exam period..sigh.Anyways,I've planned a lot of things to do after my exams..However i will have to balance fun and academic work during the holidays due to errr..SPM.sigh sigh sigh.

After finals:
-Enough sleep
-Box office production practices
-ooh oooh!pamper myself at dr fish.
-Clean room
-MASSAGE
-Gym (more laaaaattttiiinn...!)
-Listen to "the secret" cd
-Gaze at stars/views and meditate
-Food hunting (dieing for cupcakes and donuts and mandarin oriental's durian pancake!!)
-Start f5 topics
-Sign up for horse riding and ballet
-Shop
-Cook & bake
-paint
-swim
-Travel..Uk (visit cambridge..for inspiration sake..i really need it)
-Go rafting again at Perak
-Cycling
-Rock climbing
-Watch good movies and sitcoms
-See mr spencer (ask to teach how to play by ear and jazz musics on the piano)
-Cempaka international prom night (masquerade)
-ice skate
-Platinum expedition

Phenomenal things to do:
-Climb mount kinabalu
-Bungy jump
-Visit mecca
-See New York skyline
-Diving
-Sit in front of the cockpit when the plane is taking off!
-sky dive...NOT!!!(are you nuts?!?!?!)

Phenomenal things done: -Swam with dolphins in the wild (new zealand)
-Visited and climbed the leaning tower of pi sa (italy)
-Visited the colloseum
-Climbed up the Cathedral's dome (spectacular view!!!!) -italy-
-Visited borrobudur (indonesia)
-White water rafting in ipoh -ERB SAILING (freaking scary!!!)
-explored gua tempurung
haaaaa..looking at the list makes me feel sooo happy!=)

random pix..

zuly and i during the japannese exchange program.(will upload your dance vid soon!ngee)

Rumble weekend "sexytime" pic.haha.

the "big group" outing.

Rumble weekend!!updated

2008-09-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

RUMBLE WEEKEND was SUPERB!!I really enjoyed myself that i could do with another 5 more days there!!Especially when you are associated with very good crowds!lol.

Basically there wasnt a lot of activities held on the first day of the camp..More towards getting to know each other and so forth.We played TONS of games throughout the whole camp..which was very fun!haha.Early that day,everyone were placed in groups..I had danisha in my group!then we went to our dorms..(dance studio) FORTUNATELY it was very clean with wooden floors and airconds..i am very grateful for that!seriously,i had bad experience from the prefect's camp in my previous school..we had to sleep in the classrooms!on the hard and extremely dusty cement floor!phew..and not to mention,prefects camp was such a torture too that i actually had to see a neurologist after the camp (lack of sleep and exhaustion)!!compared to rumble weekend we all got 8 hours of sleep and gooooooooood food too.lol.

tasha's always covering my eye!

Then we went to the hall and everyone participated in the workshop.Mr harley is extremely hillarious!!!!hahahahahahaha.i would die to date anyone who is as funny as he is!!haha.so yea..actually i forgot what happened on the first day..all i remembered was having burger ramly in the middle of the night with vikram,haris,shaz,danisha and dayang..lol
MR HARLEY!

lol.the budak kecik and i.

DAY 2!!We had an aerobic session early in the morning..ms judy was leading the whole exercise thingy..lol.to tell you the truth it was such a weeeeirrd exercise!imagine hundreds of people packed in the hall and doing strange exercise methods like massaging our faces?haha..then there was the mambo lesson!!Wohooo.I was pretty much good at it coz of my latin dance skills.lol.Then everyone went to their respective production category..as for me,my workshop was held at the dance studio which was surprisingly "unexplored" by me eversince i was in cempaka.it was massively HUGE and echo-ish?haha.After that ,mother and sister came to visit me in the afternoon.They brought more food supply for me!hehe.

Rumble challenge was held at the field later that evening!Everyone were wet and covered in flour after the event.haha.I couldnt stop laughing my ass off maaaan..!!Then it was SHOKUBUTSU time!! (mandi) lol.Most of the girls were bathing outside (by the pool area) as the shower room was packed!!haha.*zuly even adviced me to do so*lol.When i saw the whole sexytime happening,i quickly stripped off my top (with swimsuit underneath) and dash into the shower!haha.It was so fun =D

i was too late to snap the pictures!haha.but just imagine another 15 more girls joining phobe bathing!(danisha looks like a tourist!!lol)

Theeeeen,there was dinner!and more games after that!haha.It was more like playing cluedo in real life..every teachers were involved and acted really well!!lol.our group (francesca) lost in almost everything!!haha.we were such losers =(

Day 3!sadly,its our last day =(((((...we gathered at the hall for our last meeting..lalalalallaa.so yea.that was about it!=)

annoying karl with his new best buddy.

MONDAY 15th september!God has been very kind to me lately..ngeee.i was saved from a very very bad dream last week and HE saved me..(a ghost was in my room!!) Thank you.ANYWAY!!!!back to school yo!The Japanese-konichiwa-sushi students will be coming over to visit our school tomorrow!and i volunteered to COOK!!ngaha.oh oh and i MIGHT get a role in the box office production too!!!YEEEAAAY!!(hopefully no more stupid back up dancer crap!!)mr kang called me to sing tomorrow!I'm so excited!!*fingers crossed* lol.Zuly was like helping me to figure out a song to sing throughout the whole journey back home from school.haha.OMG!I AM SO NERVOUS!!*squeks!!!*haha.

School events to look forward to:

-Box office production

-Platinum expedition

-Cempaka international school prom night!

p/s:that Zul boy said hi to me in school today!!=D=D hehe.ok wth.

hahahahahaha!MUST WATCH.(acting scene)

Lets RUMBLeeEEEeee!!

2008-09-10T19:02:00.000-07:00

Okay i'm a bit excited right now because the "rumble weekend" is tomorrow!ngeee.Its the school's box office production workshop and we'll be sleeping in school for 3 days!A combination of Damansara peeps and Cheras peeps=150 Homo Sapiens.Loaaads of new friends and we've even got mr meet (freaking hillarious teacher) from australia to coach all of us!How awesome is that..

Anyway,this year's musical is similar to the West Side Story..Sonia's job on the other hand is to dance,act and *coughs* sing..(just a minor role cause i'm new and i cant bloody sing) It is one of cempaka's biggest and significant event and it's open to everyone!So if any of you guys are interested,you can purchase the tickets in school..

In spite of that,there were a lot more interesting things happening and i've been pretty much occupied this few days..(that's the reason why i didnt blog for soo long!) we shall start with the bad news!Finals is end of this month!=S HOPEFULLY i can get the highest in class for addmaths again..or IF possible beat david!!haha.Secondly,some knucklehead stole my land!!(the used-to-be unoccupied land near subang parade)YES.That's where i planned to build my school when i was 10!Now it's all taken and high rise apartments are being built..Thirdly,I AM BROKE.My atm card shows VERY VERY little money left.But i tell myself not to worry because raya is just around the corner!hahahaha...(I feel much better everytime raya is being mentioned..ngeee oh and my birthday too!!*present list still in progress*)haha,
OK GTG!!will update when i'm back from the camp aite!

Sonia was forced to do this.

2008-08-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

(boring entry) Cempaka is sort of exclusive and different from other schools in a way that the english teachers in this school actually enforce the students to create a blog!Credit goes to the school to execute such systems.I mean,which other school carries out this method maaan..?Compared to government schools and kdu (as far as i am concerned),laptops are still not being utilize YET.haha.Gosh,i think i can be a good promoter =p

Anyway!I am having my english lesson right now and puan azura wants us to blog!*looks at the white board* Today's post:WHAT MERDEKA MEANS TO ME (200-250 words).This is a bit baffling..(note that i was only born 35 years after that significant day!) Merdeka does not seem as important as the young generation think it is.Right?From my point of view,Merdeka is something that we look forward to because there's going to be fireworks diplay and a 31% discount at baskin robbins!haha.(I AM EXTREMELY looking forward to the ice-cream part!hehe)Unless we were all there to witness and experience the hardship our country had to go through back then.

Nevermind that,today,in the school,the students spent 2 1/2 hours at the hall just to honor and celebrate our country's independence day.We had an i-movie presentation (tributes to voon fei and vince!!you guys did a bloody hell awesome job!!!)It was similar to the petronas' commercials!I was impressed as it was only produced by students!After that,there was a debate and discussion session on stage.Dato Hamzah told stories about how he was involved in getting the country's independence and so forth.It was brilliant.The 3 virtues that was given by dr vikram was intergrity,responsibilty and accountability.
Anyhow,lets go back to the topic shall we!MERDEKA...*taps fingers on the table*....5 minutes later...merdeka means...10 minutes later..HAHA.Gosh puan azura!the way i look at it,merdeka means our country has gained its sovereignty??
OK screw it.I suck at this.
BUT!!!!i shall try and bullshit..Besides,my ambition is to be a politician anyway!HAHA.(ps:datin freida stole my dream to own a school!!hmmph)
Indeed,i am very proud to be a malaysian!(no joke about that.hehe)To me,merdeka should be highly respected and praised by malaysians!Especially by all of the citizens in this country,we conveniently take things for granted until another country conquers us.Basically,we're always hanging around the so called "comfort zone".I bet you,if theres a war in this country,every individual will be working their ass off just to get away from the agony.The word selfish and racist will be no longer heard of.Especially to all of the malays,the only reason why we're still living in this country is because of our bumiputra rights!If that hadnt prevailed,then I can hardly imagine the position of the malays in this country.Maybe we will still be stuck in the villages and in fact,earn a living which is not more than another individual in a third world country.I think someone should remind us of how far we're left behind or give guiding light to achieve such great standards and mind of people like Einstein or Bill Gates.I mean they are also human beings, like us arent they?

Let's just hope and strived that we can maintain the freedom our country has earned.Political issues and gossips (though i love to read about it) are minors as there's a lot more stuff to think about!So lets not allow another govenment or country tell us how we should run our country.Let's work towards a racial harmony and once that is achieved we can overcome anything and everything.

Bak pepatah,"bersatu teguh, bercerai roboh".ok what the hell.

i'm proud of you brotha!!-abu-

Terengganu

2008-08-24T01:09:00.000-07:00

Will be leaving in 2 hours time so i would like to take this oppurtunity to blooooog!(school reopens tomorrow!YEAY!)haha.

It's my first time to terengganu!The flight here was about an hour and guess what guys!Sony has already commited a baaad crime today!(I ate a turtle's egg!!) haha.LAME.but you guys wont be able to resist trying it too if you were me!Those soft white shell and salty taste when you suck its juicy content!Such pleasure!I wish i could buy 10 more of those eggs but it's a bit pricey and mean if i were to eat it!So yea,mom's friend's resort at ulek beach is great!Especially their bathroom..Its very OPEN and outdoor-ish at the jacuzzi section.SEXAY.haha.Aunty zu brought us around the island when we just arrived..We had a nice cup of tea and chit chat session with an old mak cik..she's cool ay..Then sofy,dad and i swam at the beach!According to aunty zu,the fishermen here are super duper muscular and HOT.HAHA.i know,like wth.I still havent got the chance to see them YET!lol.After the beach was a nice outdoor bubble bath for me!LOADS of bubble foam.I got myself a full body massage too later that evening!Very relaxing.I mean,dont you just loove getting a massage?!Especially when your body is aching!Fyi:I'd be glad to receive any spa vouchers as a birthday gift!hehe.Then I had dinner in the room and chilled with lin.We watched this really sad movie till i had tears in my eyes!lol.

Anyway..we had ZERO activities today.I wanted to go diving but damn it,you have to get your licence first!So i just spent my day EATING and reading my mitch albom book..so yea i g2g!results will be out tomorrow!=s and puasa starts next week!Wohooo.(you wont be seeing me blogging that much from now on because sonia will be quite busy this whole month..ngaha)ciao people!

Wonderbah!

2008-08-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

It's been quite awhile since i last updated my blog!well,sony is still in good shape and everything's okay!it's the school holidays and i was pretty much occupied this last few days..but yea,exam's over for us!EVERYONE was as happy as a clam during the last day of school!Except for me.haha.I mean thanx to mom,she had to remind me about SPM and how crucial it is!(I shall discuss about that in my next entry)lol.so yea,I am gonna update you guys with some of the recent events which took place in this colourful life of mine!hehe.
Sunday was sofy's birthday bbq.I would describe the whole occasion as something simple and boring due to our lousy host!(no offence sister) lol.But then again,the crowd was not so bad..Mom on the other hand was too slothful to cook so we had to fix up a catering service in the end.Oh yea,Alyssa slept over that night too and we had plenty of fun swimming in the middle of the night.lol.Anyhow,mom as usual,was being an irritating photographer so our camera had hundereds of pictures!

With chef sham.haha.zoo negara and i We spent the next day at One Utama!haha.The funny part was that,we had such a huge group who joined us for lunch like Athir,alyssa,tasha,dayana,ezzer,hanif,puteri,sofy,hanna,vincent etc etc.lol.Kdu,Gis and cempaka students unite for sakae sushi!how awesome is that.But seriously,the group was freaking huge and to my surprise,the bill was only 50 bucks!ahaha.impressive.So yea,after lunch,we went our separate ways and i hung out with putri,tengku and hanif at the batting cage!it was fun!A stop by at wondermilk was the finale of the day!I had a wonderful time,except with a guilty pleasure to get my ass back home and do something productive comes to my mind every 10 minutes (final is in october!)haha.Dont blame me!cause the last time i hung out at the mall (with no motive at all) was months ago!P/s:lys,sofy and i only managed to do 1/3 of the potential break up video today..Zuly was supposed to join us!hmmph.

hanif,puteri,tengku,me.

TUESDAY!balik kampung time for me guys!Boarded the plane early in the morning and attended the kenduri (no idea which relative it was but oh well)It was typical of kedah with the bloody heat.Thank god it was just a day trip.The whole balik kampung moment was bearable.Lots of sympathy for most of the people there.Our country still has a lot of development to do now that i've seen how sedate the condition of the people overthere are.Nonetheless,the climax of the trip was meeting my uncle who was recently blinded by an accident.I mean,come to think of it,these sort of things barely arise in our mind.We think that,naaah,things like these only happens when we're old.But such incident can occur anytime!After i saw him,i took a moment to imagine if i was as pathetic and hopeless as he is.I started to plan the things that I would do..Thank god for my talent in playing the piano.that'll do.lol.Alright lets not think too much about all these depressing things shall we..=) Wednesday!(present) it's 10.45pm and here i am blogging in my room!wohoo.Starting from today onwards,i am gonna have to spend my whole day at home cause the driver will be on leave!tsk.Did some revision today and planned my future schedule!One of them included Pak cak's plan to take us on his private yatch end of this year!ngeeeeeeeee.

Anyway,I was browsing through my old post today (as all of you guys are aware of,this blog existed 2 years ago) and i was quite shock to see how ambitious i was!!haha.no joke.I mean i still do have those qualities in me except that its less intense compared to last time.lol.Part of it was funny and silly too!(if you guys do plan to read my old entries makesure u bear in mind that i was only 14 and stupid!!)lol.

Oh and did you guys watch the opening ceremony of the beijing olympics!?I wouldnt say that it was grand but it was more towards pretentious and trying to impress the world.My attention was basically on the 15000 performers they had!!Plus,the performers were soo synchronised that i started to imagine myself choreographing and handling those people!Unbelievable..*thumbs up!!*
Anyhow!The fasting month is just around the corner and i soo cant wait for raya!(one step closer to money)lol.So alright guys!I had a few things that i wanted to mention in here but i forgot!HAHA.tata!

2008-08-18T15:03:00.001-07:00

haha i'm leaving for kedah now!will update when i'm back!tata!

euphoric.

2008-08-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,was Datin Freida's birthday!We had a vast celebration in school.Numerous performances by students and best of all...Dato Hamzah will be paying for all of the students lunch on monday!haha.Wicked!*secretly imagining everyone fighting over the free meals* haha.I mean,we could approximately save 7 bucks on monday!Which is a lot of money if you're in Thailand!hehe..
Anyhoo,i am so sorry but sonia's baaaad habit of planning her future and sharing it with you guys is unmanageable!i mean regardless of when "it" is going to happen!lol.So yea,I've planned a few minor jobs which i would like to apply for (during any loooong term break in the future).One of it is being a tour guide!And i would only put up with Matsallehs troop!Reason being:Sonia can show off her American accent.haha.Next,is to write a storybook!!or maybe enroll myself for the cutabove course and chop off people's hair for fun.Magnificent "art" by sonia ;p A radio vj too or a wanna-be paula from [V] channel.haha.(she's soo classy and hot) oh and come to think of it,learning a different language would be utterly fab! There's more coming soon!=D
Bole chudiyan..

I miss dancing with you women!P:s,I cant wait to unite with my old schoolmates at tomorrow's party!!oh and happy birthday to sharon and siow ling=)

on cloud nine.

2008-08-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

The gym is like one of the best hang out place on sundays man..The whole occasion is so fun especially when you meet people like darren and your school mates.3/4 chatting away rather than working out.Haha. ANYWAY!!here are some of my plans during this coming 1 week school holidays!

-More dance classes at the gym!This includes belly dancing (its a nice sensation that i go through when all of my fats start to shake.haha) hip hop aaaaaand..LATIN (makes me endure a sexy moment!)ok crap.

-*Ali and imran's plan* Genting!(how we're going to reach to the top?no idea) our plan is to rent a bus!haha.like wth.

-Bake cupcakes.

-Sofy's birthday party!

Alright there you have it!A glimpse on my schedule book!ngaha.sayonara!

I'm Lovin' It

2008-08-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

Lately,I've been listening to bob sinclair's song a lot,especially World Hold on.Its beat and music is something nice to listen but i always twist it's lyrics to something like World Move on.Yes,Move on people.What you have right now is not what you will end up with for the rest of your life.There's hope.So move on,that's what i always tell myself.Discover and explore..The world is huge.You and I could be anywhere we want to if we move on with life and live up to our dreams.Its a bit sad that some people cant really see the life's big picture .I mean,I myself would like to know the actual definition of LIFE and the purpose of living.Just like how some people are shallow and not open minded.Sticking to tradition is one of the cause that's holding back the world.you know,when i just feel too tired.I think to myself..why do we even have to do things..cause those things we worked for comes to nothing in the end. aka=death.

So Guys here are some facts that you need to know and be reminded of:
1.the bumi is getting more and more expensive.For now people boost up your imagination.Visualize when everything in this world is high-priced.Soaring concrete buildings are being constructed on each and every unoccupied forest.Less vegetable and animals on this earth will make our survival impossible. Soon,everything will be artificial and synthetic.From artificial flavouring to artificial meat and fishes.Eewww..scary aint it??But dont be petrified with what i just mentioned..we can prevent it from happening.Do your part and the earth will do its part.However,my conclusion is that the world is coming to an end..
2.Fashion Victims.Look around guys.Fashion is being encouraged and commercialised everywhere.It scares me because somehow everyone is just in love with trends and vogue. One thing for sure,yours truly is starting to be one of it's victim. I mean most people tell me that they want to be a fashion designer when what this high- tech world really need is more technical skills ! But seriously,The number of people who have fallen into the "dark and lost zone" of fashion is just enormous.What if the whole world is into fashion and brands and everything that is shallow?give me your point of view guys...=)

Another reminder guys..Be grateful to god because we are so fortunate compared to these people.So don't you push your luck and test god's patience before the whole world turns upside down.Always instill good values =)

Anyway,school seems a lot more interesting..I love my new friends..they're just soo fun and are always looking out for each other....except when it comes to studies..lol.(somebody! keep me on the right path) I am adapting to the school environment well but one thing I cannot ,for the life of me cope is the students that are always swearing,smoking and drinking (heaven forbids!!)Those are some of the few things which i promise not to get influenced by them.F**k is being mentioned everywhere in this school .And another thing i wont engage in (as of now) is..CLUBBING after 12midnight.I know i sound all virtuous and Virgin Mary but from the stories i've been hearing and how uncontrollable youths can be when they go out and lose themselves,i just get so scared.I mean,Too much of something is bad enough , but hell ,too little of something is just as tough! The world has a lot of excitement to offer me but fun and happiness can come in a good and safe way too =).
hopefully i can stick to these promises .

2008-07-17T20:58:00.000-07:00

Crap.the blazer i borrowed looks big on me.

I'm Baaaack...!

2008-07-12T13:44:00.001-07:00

AT LAST!!Ive been dying to get my hands on the pc!

Monday 7.07.08
Tonight's flight is going to take 12 hours.Hopefully i can snooze for about 3/4 of the journey.Its going to be my first time to italy (extremely excited!) I really regret the fact that i didnt have any spare time to do any research on italy =s Ps:I should learn how to travel light nowadays.

Tuesday 8.07.08
We've just arrived italy and straight away boarded a train to Firenze (florence).Thank god for daddys GPS!Hotel (Là Fortezza) is quite a distant from the city but oh well,walking is always a good exercise!

2pm:

Here i am,sitting,waiting & enjoying the atmosphere of crowded mortals around me.Beautiful sculptures are being placed high and low and tourists are everywhere!They had a very nice busker playing background music at the square today. Night:

OMG.I am sooo tired!We spent the whole day WALKING.Tania,sofia and i visited the academia.Nothing fancy about that place except for michaelangelo's master piece!The nude statue of David!ps:people in rome just roam about on the streets man!massive amount of people today!it's like a human traffic jam!

Wednesday 9.07.08

Finally daddy rented a car!(no more tired and swelling feet from now on).lol.It was an awesome day today as we went to the factory outlet.Now,now,now..it's not just any typical outlet!It was all the designer items outlets!From gucci to fendi to ferragamo to burberry and loaaaaaaads more.Clearly,NO WOMAN on this earth can resist shopping for designer items which has discounts up to 80% off right..!?So basically..being like any other normal women in this world we went shopping! (including dad;temporary sex change) After that,we headed to the beach.We were pretty much overdress when we got there as most of the italians at the beach were "semi naked".So,what do we do to blend in folks?We got ourselves *coughs* swimsuits!lol.Nah la,actually dad told us to swim in the beach so that we can tell people that we've swam in italy.HA-HA.i know.wth right?Oh btw,dad doesnt allow me to post pictures of us in our *coughs* swimsuit.Sorry bout that.ngee.The tilting tower of Pi Sa was our next destination.We climbed all the way to the top!It was very SCARY & UNSTABLE.lol.But i liked it!(morbid stuff always fascinates me!)

Stopped by for some fruits.

Looking at the empty void.

Thursday 10/07/08

Mama and daddy left the three of us in florence to go to Venice.so we ended up visiting all the historical places in the city of firenze (the only activity they have in Italy *yawns*).I would say that it was a slightly adventurous day for all of us!We went to the Dome (our tour guide was a lil CUCKOO).We climbed all the way to the top of the dome!Imagine climbing an old building!Mostly spiral staircase to get you all the way to the top and uneven floors when you walk.No lifts or safety rope wtsoever.It was super duper scary!!We had to go through 473 steps!When we reach the inner top of the dome,the view of the interior was magnificent!It was huge and the ceiling was 143m high!It was beautiful..Two thumbs up to the architect of the building.In fact,3 thumbs up as it was build in the 13th century.Oh ya!another thing i forgot to mention!They had a sign written "Fuck the americans" when we were queueing outside the dome.So teruk i tell you and the people behind us were americans!They were like "oh well,maybe we shouldnt spend our money here..!" lol.so yea,after today's experience,Tania,sofia and i plan to travel as backpackers one day!ngee.

*oh crap.I just screwed my travel diary*

Friday 11.07.08

We went to Incisa again (the factory outlet).The weather today is EXTREMELY HOT.Hot weather,Hot guys.lol.Will be heading to Rome today.Stopped by the Prada outlet on the way to Rome.

1 am-Arrived rome..Its like "black people galore" at sheraton.Turns out that they are the olympic runners.
Btw,I'd like to know where the heck did language come from!??! I mean,in italy,due to the flooded amount of foreigners,soo many people tend to communicate in different languages.Which is a bit annoying because i dont understand a single word they are trying to say.Why cant we just stick to english?!screw with tradition..

Saturday 12.07.08

The omg-i-cant-stand-the-hot-weather pissed look.
CNN is the only channel you can watch in italy (because it's in english).lol.Anyway,I prefer Florence than Rome.We went on the sightseeing bus and did a stop at the trevi fountain.It was very crowded and plus the weather is extremely hot today!41 degrees.
Sunday 13.07.08
We went to the colloseum and packed our bags when we got back..Sobs.I'm gonna miss italy and the hot guys..heeehee. ok for some reason,I lost my mood to blog.HAHA.As if you people read it anyway.Will update later.ciao!

Grrroooovy baby!

2008-07-07T05:29:00.001-07:00

*this was recently retyped as i had to leave for italy*
Saturday 12th of July,
My last weekend was simply Funtastic!Everything just evolved around my family and relatives.One of the few highlights was the arrival of my big sister from aussie,pak cak's birthday and prefect's reunion at menara kl.
Pak cak's birthday however was on a saturday.He came over to the house for breakfast with zarym in his brand new ferrari.lol.It was a red soft top and I should have appeared in it for my birthday.grrr.Nvm that.After that we had breakfast around bukit jelutong (our family's weekly morning routine) and went to bang chak's house.Sadly,we did not have breakfast at RAJU's this time =( Played with baby alia and stayed at home after that while sofia,zarym and umar went to pavillion for a shopping spree.I was quite happy that day as i got my proactiv stuff delivered to the house!(i find it cool that they offer delivery service) Then mom and i went to pyramid to have lunch and bought some stuff.Reunion was then held at menara kl.Basically i only paid for the view cause the whole event was very dull..I left the place after an hour of boredom and went to Grand Millenium next to pavillion to attend pak cak's birthday party.It was awesome..=)

Haiqal,tania,me,aunt norma,mom,sofia,pak cak,abu.
Sunday 13th of July
Well,it was another day of celebration.(seriously,a person's birthday will last for AT LEAST 3 days in this family.lol)All of us had lunch at pak cak's house and this time's motive was to cut the cake.It was a huge Lamborghini cake except that it's "bull" image was smudged and to make things worst,i forgot to snap a picture of it!lol.so yea.that's about it!

Sharon,fariz,me.sigh..i should have gone through the nomination process and fought for the headgirl post

anugerah cemerlang '08

life's beautiful

2008-07-01T00:49:00.000-07:00

After i saw the picture of myanmar kids queueing in shabby and torn clothes to grab their food,I instantly felt moved by it and it striked me that i can contribute to their unfortunate lifestyle by educating these kids.Maybe a simple english class will do.Helping them identify things in english,maths and many more that can be useful for them in the future.To make the class more enjoyable,i would reward them with nice presents if they actually do well!(i always liked these teaching methods last time.lol)What miss prasana had to say in bio's class the other day made sense,knowledge can be obtain eternally.In other words,possessions and objects might dissapear and vanish one day but knowledge is indespensible to every human being.So therefore,my next mission before i perish would be a trip to myanmar.

Again,i get pretty much inspired when i read the papers early in the morning.A lot of the contents get me motivated to change the world but i pretty much forget when i plan to write it down.Such as murder cases which i assumed that i could solve instantly,issues on politics and how i get really angry with our hopeless prime minister at times.(i think i have the potential to be a better prime minister).Oh and another thing is that i could not stand is their wives!Their husbands are soo busy serving the country and all their wives care about is to look glamour and bling2 everywhere!Take lee kuan yew's wife for instant,her husband serves singapore as the prime minister and she still does her part to help in the government.Anyway,the article about youths today was featured in today's paper.And i read about how the minister think that we should not come up with bad impression on youths who look "troublesome".In other words,we should encourage them in all these.And what he was referring to was basically about shufflers,breakdancers and many more.Before i cast an eye over this statement given by the minister i pretty much reckon that these type of people are the ones i should stay away from and most of them need a knock on their head.True enough,all they do is put in soo much effort in their dance and they are basically problematic and humiliating to the malays society in malaysia.If they can put a lot of effort in their "shuffling" why cant they do the same in their studies.And that is the reason why i pretty much yearn for a head girl post in school.the main reason is to speak up for the malays.Ok maybe its because it's a government school and i was always surrounded with this sort of malays but when i confront this issue with some people.they say,"useful" malays are usually in boarding schools.true or false?we shall see..

But i do find my method to refine the youths consciousness practical.The first question i would ask is,what do they want in life?If they do not have a clear vision on that then i'll pretty much assist them.Showing them how life up there would be compared to living in a junk.All they need is to believe in theirselves that anyone can do it.

Quotes:The more time you spend thinking about your past,the less time you have to think about your future.(this is the reason why i think history should be ignored and futury should be manipulated)

Eversince the increase of price in petrol,I've come up with a few things to do at home!*especially when you live in an isolated area like bukit jelutong* Hobbies such as painting,playing the piano,swimming,cycling,blogging,reading,cleaning up my room,cooking,baking,studying,computer games (RCT2 & sims are my favourite) and watching movies will be good enough to keep me occupied.I know,some of you might find all those things lifeless,but it is a recreation to me ok!However,staying at home all the time will pretty much bore me to death in the end.ngaha.

Oh and guys!This was what my sister sofia had to say about me in her blog!*awwww..*
Now we have Sonia! Oh god man I'll try to not make it long. She's miss perfectionist and will not take no for and answer! She bosses me around like hell alot and I'm always argueing with her! But there are times when we are really close. We would fight and five minutes later we would be laughing at each others jokes. She has a really great leadership skill and is always trying to be number one! She wants to be the best and has the whole package to most boys! Haha! She's freaking hell dicipline and i've never seen anyone with such a thick schedule book! And actually does everything that is written down. I guess she wants to be the best! But I love her as much as I hate her.

Gallopin Gorgons!

2008-06-30T04:38:00.000-07:00

Today's entry will be about the weekends i just had.
Saturday the 28th was our talent quest audition at pyramid.Leanne quit like last minute and our dance was a total 'WRECK' (cempaka's new "in" word).It was seriously mortifying as teachers from my old school had high expectations of me when it comes to all these things.We didnt pass and gosh it was just horrible that i do not wish to talk about it right now.After the whole catastrophe,dad brought the whole family out for dinner with uncle xavier (the best unrelated uncle whom i've not met for 7 years).LOBSTER was for dinner!NYUMMY2 and the dialogue we had was simply amusing.
Sunday was a less challenging (compared to yesterday) and easygoing day for me.Pak Cak brought sofia,mom,umar and i out to watch beauty and the beast at kl convention centre.The musical was more suitable for toddlers.Belle was pretty HOT yesterday.oh and not to mention pak cak brought his gf. HAHA.will upload pictures for you guys soon aite.

1 MORE WEEK!!!YEAY!!!

Winter in Australia

2008-05-29T04:47:00.000-07:00

HI!! my name is sonia =)
Sorry for the delay guys.I realised that holding back my fans will result to an uncaptivating blog to perceive in the future.lol.*ok i shall stop bragging now..*Anyway,scroll down and take a look at my edited blog!ngee =D

I cant believe i just packed my bags and boarded a plane a few hours ago.Phew.It is such a last minute planned trip for mom,sofia and I and i mean last minute as in mom informed us like 2 days before we left.Apparently I went with the flow and i am currently regretting my stupid move when mom asked me whether do i want to tag along.I mean kak hana just gave birth to her 2nd baby today and i am extremely curious to see how the baby looks like and what her name is.2ndly,i've paid $22 for prefect's council dinner which i am suppose to attend tomorrow and 3rdly,i havent settle a few things regarding my new school.Pfft.

But overall,things are great in Australia.The stuff sold here are soo pretty.But my main intention is NOT shopping,because my mom wanted me to come to makesure I gain exposure.(but it doesnt mean that i'm going to restrain myself from it 100%)She's trying to groom all her kids to be more cultured and yes I've learnt a lot.I've learnt a different language (italian),how to cook,the names of veggies like jalapenos (the GIANT chillies),fennel,capers etc..and i've also learnt about CHEESE.It's actually interesting to find out that cheese actually falls into lots and lots of catagories.ok i already knew about that actually.*shut up and get to the point sonia*.haha.so yea,the first day of arrival was pretty much okay =) went for a walk and had indian cuisine for dinner..well guys one thing for sure is that i'm really looking forward to tomorrow's horse riding!

Day 2

Without a question,mom woke us up early and I baked delicious tiramisu pudding for today's picnic.It was more like 2 thumbs up for my marvelous tee-rah-mi-sooo.Headed to the art shop down the road to get some watercolours too so that i could keep up with my hobby in adelaide.And gossh i just love the house here it is so convenient!You have everything here from a supermarket,to boutiques and bookstores and it's just walking distance from the house!Certainly the best property pak cak has ever purchased.Anyway,we went to Mount Lofti to go for horse riding and had picnic at botanic garden..

my tiramisu!!

The horse riding trail was awesome but the scenery still cant beat new zealand's breathtaking view!The owner of the farm,la'salle organises a 2 day camp during autralia school holidays too and i'll makesure that i'm here for the camp!
From left:sofy,me with my black horsey,and tania.

Oh yeah which reminds me,i have to blog about my cousin's sleepover at my house!lol.Dayana came down from melacca on the 26th of May and she brought like a massive amount of luggage bags.*jeez you're only sleeping over for 3 days girl!*.haha.so the day she arrived,i brought her to klcc.Our foremost purpose was to spend time at petroscience but unfortunately it's close on mondays so yea we decided to go to aquaria!But according to dayana she's been there like a thousand times so nvm.we rambled around klcc in the end.

Sunway lagoon was on my list of things to do the next day.Met up with ezzer and had japanese (OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH) for lunch.Scream park was not really worth it.We even went to the wet park.For some weird reason,all i could think about was saliva when i walked bare foot on the wet tiles.I was seriously disgusted.I didnt even enter the pool or wtsoever cause i was starting to imagine people peeing in it.Yucks.Wonder how i'm going to survive at 17 summer splash.okay maybe i shouldnt even go to that oh-so-crowded beach party.Oh ya!but the highlight of the trip was the AJHACKETT bungy ride!It was extremely awesome!!!I will upload the vids for you guys aite.
see that ball thing??that's what dayana and i rode on!

The last day of dayana's sleepover was spent at Mandarin oriental kl.We had lunch there with kak hana and other relatives.The only thing that we were looking forward to was the durian pancake..sigh..the pancake was...omg..*speechless* I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!anyone who hates durian will like it after they try it!!SHIT.I'm craving for it now..grrr.
*updated*
DAY 3
It's a Saturday and we went to watch Abu play in a soccer tournament.Dad arrived earlier this morning and shit now i cant remember what i did.ok see this is what happens when you blog 3 days later.grrr.but yea we went to have coffee with aunty anita and marsya @ night..more laughter!
*pictures of white hunks playing football will be uploaded very soon.(this excludes you,cousin.hehe)TQ for your patience,ladies.

Day 4
Woke up veraciously early today to go to the market..Eventually it turned out to be quite interesting.They had a cupcake stall and the cupcakes were soooo pretty and nyummy!!(no offence wondermilk but these cupcakes taste better than yours.*opps*)It's $4 per cupcake (that's equivalent to RM12) so yea..Came back and went out to the city with amy,abu and sofia.Didnt get myself anything much though.by the time i got home..the guests were about to arrive.Abu's Malaysian friends from Pembroke came over and we played the cranium and mafia game.Adam is extremely hillarious btw.lol.

sofy,faris and marsya. Day 5:

Monday ey..we went to botanic garden AGAIN.This time was with dearest daddy.Did a bit of painting and later that evening i went for a jog with mom and at the same time we did some window shopping due to its shop location which is by the road side.Sigh..sooo many pretty stuff which i wish i could have all of 'em.And since its the last day of daddy's stay in adelaide,we went out for supper at Spatz and again,more nyummy food was served.lol.

as you can see,I lost my mood to paint half-way through and mom says that this is a picture of van-gogh gone wrong.lol.

Day 6:

Sent daddy off to the airport and and pretty much spent the entire day at the city.SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING with mom and bought lots of pretty stuff that i like!ngeee.Then adam took sofia and i out for a movie!i know,its very rare and nice of adam to baby sit us..lol.

DAY 7
headed to the city AGAIN because apparently it's australia's biggest sale today.

Day 8:

Spent the whole day at home and went out for hot chocolate with adam and everyone else at brumbey's.(basically that was the highlight of the day i guess..)

Day 9:

Day 9 was pretty much spent on unproductive things again..and that is an all-time favourite for dumb blondes which is..SHOPPING.lol.Oh ya i also went to my elder sister's university lecture in the afternoon.(i roughly have a picture on how uni life is going to be now.hehe) then I got a free makeover too by a napoleon make-up artist.Dinner was at a malaysian restaurant called swinging bowl..(try translating it to malay..After the SUPER WHITE makeover.lol.cousin abu and i. More paintings at the park!(mom took a picture of this from the belcony of the house)STAY TUNED!because more pictures will be uploaded soon!I am very sleepy now..updates on how i'm coping with my new school and other events will be post some other day alright..*yawns*

2008-05-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

It's funny how i used to blog about global issues and now all my blog entries are barely productive.pfft.

Anyway i just got back from an open house.The crowd was a lot lesser than last year's but the food served was heavenly luscious..northern indian food are always nice anyway..especially the desert!It was chocolate pudding with cookies in it!errgh.Sumaiya you have to cook it for me when you come over!

Sumaiya,mariam (the very beautiful girl i'm going to mention about later..she looks a bit crappy in here but she's actually very beautiful in real life okaaay!) me,sofy and -?

This was what i wrote about the open house last year..haha.i sound so hyperactive.

2nd march '07:

omg!!i just came back from a party..it was totally an experience for me!!WOW ..it was nothing big..i dont know why i liked the party sooo much..haha..but OMG!!i LOVE IT!!it was at monterez..and bloody shit!the house..oh no..MANSION..was fricking hUGE!!!!!!!LIKE TOTALLY..the size of a football field!..my gosh..and Sumaiya took me on a tour around her house..i love the rooms..and the stairs!Cant believe that i was lazy to go to this function at first..we were the early birds..can u imagine 8.45 sampai..still too early..lol..then i made new friends like ayesha and sumaiya..and shit..i saw the most ever ever ever ever ever everX100000000..beautiful girl man..she's a year older than i am...but she looks 28!!lol..damn beautiful..definately a miss world!!then there was this hunk..mama n samilia think he's hot..i dont think so..he was the pakistan's embasador's son..samilia bet me 10 bucks if i go up and talk to him..i was like sure..(coz i wasnt interested in him)..so i went to the waiter and ask for teh tarik cup in my so called "american" accent..and the "hunk" was next to me..i was like shit..when to say hi when to say hi?!?!..didnt know how to start the line..lol..so i chicken out..hehe..it was FUN!!the conversation..the atmosphere with the background "urduk??" music..damn nice..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

okay will update with you guys tomorrow.soo sleepy..

Sugar coated.

2008-05-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

At last mid year's over and sony gets to blog!Plenty of things happened in the past few weeks.I know,my life is damn colourful..ngee.I'm gonna start with last saturday (May the 10th)..it was my dance school's concert @ KLPAC.I had a wonderful time!going around and borrowing people's eyeshadow(unfortunately i dont own any of those) and snapping pictures everywhere.lol.Zuly came to watch and slept over at my house after that (we played guitar hero until 2 am.she's soo obsessed with it i dont know why.hahaha).Anyway,senior jazz did Cell Block Tango and September.lol.It was very hard for us to cope with the steps as we had to dance with our highheels on.
haha.my eyes look so cacat.*backstage before i had my make up on *coughs* didi and i.
that's me at the right-end side! september outfit.Dicksha and i. Okay back to school life.On the 2nd of May I got nominated as one of the future B.O.D. for prefects (1 goal accomplished).This means if i work very hard enough I might just get the head girl post in school.*winks*.Our first task is to organise teacher's day.*yawns* i mean lately i've not been taking my job seriously because i know i'm going to shift school anyway.So no point wasting time on all this crap.But i dont really want to shift because i'm gonna miss out on so many things!Like the Malam Muhibah..mr jacob really2 encouraged me to join coz the grand prize for the dance competition is 5K (that's A LOT of money) and then there's the debate competition Pn Sulo told me to participate in and also prefect's reunion!which all nominees have to perform and i already have an idea on what we're going to do. oh ya upon samuel's request.."you guys ah must perform a dance and a sketch" and i heard that the other nominees were already mentioning high school musical?!?!i was like no way!EEW.lol.But anyways I DONT WANNA LEEAAAVVEEE..according to zuly there arent any goodlookings guys overthere and secondly my testimonial is going to look vacant. 8/ wtv.
Anyway after school that day (the day i got nominated *cheay*) Sharon and I went to some 17 photoshoot.It's my 3rd time experiencing the same thing and i've been telling sharon that they'll make you look like crap but apparently sharon does not want to listen to me and insisted on going.so ya she did regretted in the end coz of the silly hair artist and she said she's learnt a lesson to put on more weight.haha.FINALLY!after so many years of giving you advice to put on more weight sharon!!lol.
The next day was hari kecemerlangan.Went on stage,take prize,take picture,and went home.exams!=s

oh ya and do take a look at this video.Grease lightning at the stadium.It's a bit low quality but it still is as awesome as the real thing.lol.Sigh.It was a day filled with laughter and merriment..*tsk* I MISS THAT WHOLE MONTH SO MUCH NOW!grr.

so that's about it guys!stay tune coz i'll be back to upload more pix soon okay!

haha.My future husband..snoozing in the car.(Qaem)

I want the cake and eat it too.

2008-04-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

Last sunday was considerably superb.I went for luci's latin class at the gym and apparently i danced so well *permission for me to be perasan please* that he said he would one day train me even more and have me as his dance partner!Just like Rowena (this super hot girl in class) and him.And they make money by performing at certain events!I know!How awesome is that!ngee.Anyway,i am very grateful to god for being so kind.I mean everything just seems to flow perfectly in my life and luck keeps coming to me.Leading a balance life is one thing and having both of my parents under one roof is another thing..(quite a number of people that i know are being brought up by a single-parent)
So yea,my family and i will be travelling overseas AGAIN.I KNOW.I'm so sick of it too.This time the destination will be ROME!!(I'm only looking forward to visit the collaseum because it's in my f4 sejarah.HAHA.)And mom's 50th birthday is coming!She wants me to organise it for her."Something classy and retro for me,sonia".In my mind i was like..how the hell do i find out what old people fancy!?lol.alright let's skip that part.
On monday,I was the emcee for perhimpunan.I think i did better than last time.So i woke up in the morning and asked for tips from an ex-headboy.Yes,thanx haiqal for that fabulous tips of urs."Give the headgirl look".I was laughing my ass off!i mean i do agree that that's the most effective technic!haha.Oh and i was quite pissed with the pengetua coz he thanked all the teachers and students who were involved in the senamrobik thing and not the choreographers like alicia,me and xue li."Tanpa mereka,persembahan ini tidak akan berjaya".When TANPA the choreographer,it wont berjaya okaay!hmmph!lol.
Not to mention!!!They have dr.fish at subang parade now and it's only located next to they gym!!!I was soo excited when i saw it!OMG OMG!!yeay!(the fishes which eats ur dead cells)
so yea guys,i wont be blogging for quite sometime..mid year exams is this monday!(i know what the hell..and i'm still blogging!?!)But i sooo cant wait after the exams!I've planned soo many things to do!Like throw a sleepover,Re-paint my room,host a farewell dinner (if i'm leaving),more gym and dance classes etc etc!
one last thing!i'd like to congratulate haiqal and me (in advance) for getting the khazanah scholarship!(2 out of 4000 people only got it..according to him*coughs,we shudnt really trust him*)!i'm damn proud of u!NOT.see!i'm so baik to actually announce your achievement in public!=p

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2008-04-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

I just came back from the stadium and our senamrobik performance was massively awesome!I mean everyone at the stadium enjoyed the show that they demanded a second performance!I had so much fun!i'll be earning big bucks for choreographing it.Come to think of it,I've been earning money here and there.RM200 from the kerajaan for straight a students then hari kecemerlangan and all.wohoo.
Anyway,i was discussing with mom about her idea to put me in cempaka..I am very unsure about her decisicion.Thnx to Ranmeet!hmmph.I mean she was telling me about my chances of becoming one of the B.O.D's.And yes it is above 50% cause there's only 3 malay prefects.But the trouble is that if i were given this oppurtunity it would cause quite a hassle in my life.Mom says she couldnt even be bothered if i get the headgirl post in school..she's still gonna send me there.

OMG!!!MUST WATCH!!

2008-04-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

HAHA!This was like 12 years ago and dad managed to upload the video into the pc!I think everyone should own a video camera!
That's me (dancing) and sofy (lying down on the sofa..lazy as usual..)

smksu grease

2008-04-11T05:00:00.000-07:00

After 3 days of long haul..
choreographed by sonia.

ALIA!!

2008-04-03T05:00:00.000-07:00

F1,singapore etc.

2008-03-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

28th March '08:
Singapore trip was booooooooooring.The part where pak cak gave sofy and i 500 sing. dollar each was basically the highlight of the trip i guess?haha.I mean seriously,we did nothing when we were there!and for the first time in my entire life I did not purchase anything for myself..(yes!!i'm damn proud of myself!!!) so yea sarah and omar couldnt make it.sobs.I could already predict that the whole trip was going to be "spiritless" without them.haih..Anyway the bad news was pak cak's ferrari got into an accident and my whole victoria's secret perfume spilled in my bag.hmmph.alright lets cut the crap.talking about my singapore is so stodgy.BLEWK.

Thursday 27th march '08
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!encik saiful is leaving!(he's actually better looking in real life *coughs*)

ok what the hell were we doing again guys?23rd March '08:

FORMULA 1!I felt like a roasted human being!that was how hot the weather was.

mom and I.

ok blablablabla.anyway i shall upload more pix and update with you guys soon okay!coz my life has been totally hectic lately that i feel like i'm the busiest 16 year old girl in malaysia!.lol. (not up to the world's standard YET.haha)tata!

TRIPLE "S"

2008-03-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

Finally!!!i've managed to get my blog to its original state!(font size wise..)so yes!i am back!ok i didnt really expect a lot of people to actually read my lame blog..but apparently,there are quite a number of people who actually greet me and the first thing they say is.."update your blog!!" haha.and i'm like okaaaay.lol.so guess what guys!!i was at parade the day before yesterday and i pop upon syeikh muzaffar!!n oh my freaking gosh!he was surpassingly goodlooking!my first reaction was.. "WOW".marry me marry me!lol.i didnt really have the guts to approach him and ask him for a date or wtv.(haha as if..)blame it on my school girl image!hmmph!
*sharizal's advice:try paragraphing* tell me if i'm doing the right thing ok ok?
Sonia's topic for today:SWEEET 16!!!(eeee i hate mentioning that actually..)lol.as you guys know..Sonia had her 16th birthday bash on the 14th of march..and most of the "hoi polloi" who were invited didnt actually show up.HECK YES i am very upset with these undevoted people!and i do not wish to speak to any of you guys again!hmmph!lol jk.it was an awesome day i guess?apart from the heavy downpour and err lack of earthlings.but overall,it was okay..the fire eater did a good job,grand entrance was "gangster-ish",5 minutes fireworks etc etc.i hope you guys enjoyed yourselves and to those who failed to show up,there wont be any "i was @ sonia's sweet 16th" custom made badges for you!muahahahaha.it's a sad case though..the fact that it is sonia's last birthday celebration..mom says that the next celebration would be on my wedding day..blewk!
My awesome schoolmates..
the crazy fire eater..

they were more interested in the car rather than the birthday girl!lol.

the very "obscene" game.

api-works!!!

ma boysss..pffft.

ma people..

so,there you have it!my 16th birthday party pictures.ok since i'm retiring from throwing all this sorts of party..ME,sonia ayesha bte rashidi plans to help other people by contributing her ideas.Cause seriously i just loooooveee being all prolistic and creative.It runs in my blood..*pffft*

Anyway guys,my "dream" came true!to finally be a member (ok not really..my sister is but i'm on 2 weeks trial) of a gym!lol.I dont know why but for some reason..these things are my THANG ya know.lol.i joined their dance classes and it was superbly awesome!!better than dancesteps..*oppps* but yea i mean the brazillian guys *drools over their muscular body* and not to mention GAY are soo wicked man!haha.and their steps are waaaaaaay awesome!not to brag or watever but they like the way i dance!!and i like it too!HAHA.ok so gedik.but yes i really enjoy myself there and it's a really good workout.

Talk about school ey..I will have to choreograph a "senam robik" thingy for some mssm wtv crap which involves 60 students.ME.ALONE.with 60 mishmash characters to handle!thanx to nike's tagline,"JUST DO IT" i am more inspired to push myself in whatever i do now.(yes sonia,apply that in your studies too!pfft)but ya overall things have been great..i really look forward to face the future.

and sonia is currently looking forward to:

-prefect's reunion at menara kl

-Paint room (stupid colour consultant chose an ugly colour for my room)

-Formula 1

-Singapore with cousins!!-28th march-

anyway guys..eversince the previous elections..i feel like i want to be involved in politics.I have a "feeling" that i can make a difference in our country.my intention to blog about politics was banned by "someone".But just to be on the safe side,i wont =)

quotes for today!Never pick up a fight with an ugly person.They've got nothing to lose.lol.

ATTENTION PLEASE.

2008-03-08T01:55:00.000-08:00

SHENG,MATT,RYAN,YMING,and all of my classmates..if u guys need transport do not hesitate to call me because i need your house address.oh and please dont be so LAZY to attend my party!HMMPH.
anyway,i've received lots and lots of wonderful presents and i'd like to take this opportunity to thank all of em..i mean i got a new nokia 5200 phone from tun alif.(i dont even talk to him in school) and iskander gave me a la senza pyjamas set and a ps:i love you story book.(tq for reading my wish list..NGEE) and not to mention..pak cak contributed 1K for my party!lol.thanx again!=D

so yea.. i shall update with you guys later coz i'm having a bad migraine right now.tata.

hullabaloo!

2008-03-04T04:01:00.000-08:00

My party will be held on the 14th march '08 which is a friday night..geez,i really hope all 300 people can make it!i need the place to be crowded then that'll be awesome.the theme will be gangster!i changed it from las vegas cause apparently my entrance is going to be something different now.Anyhooo,i'm praying as hard as possible for it NOT to rain!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEE dont rain!if only i can predict next week's weather..coz lately,it has been raining in the evening.HAIH.so yea,i hope everything will go well on that day!muaxXxXx!
oh and i have no idea what to wear..petra nemcova perhaps?

My superb weekend.

2008-02-23T19:24:00.000-08:00

I just cant stop smiling and laughing when the memory of last weekend popped up in my mind..lol.It was awesome!i can scarecely remember what happened but nvm let's just rewind and "replay" this awesome weekend i had..(consider Friday night a semi-weekend day..)

Friday 15.02.08
valentine day was yesterday,sadly i didnt get anything.i got something but it was from myself with a msg written "i love myself" on it.i know,that's so lame.anyway rezza inivited us over tonight to play monopoly at his house.instead of sofy tania n i driving to his crib we invited him to come over.it was fun.pak non and cousin omar came uninvited and joined our board game session.we played LIFE and i think i've got instant 6 packs due to hysterical rezza.

a prune description of rezza=38 year old bachelor who thinks he's still young to get married.He's a bit childish and i love his accent.Has a lame pick up line.someone who wears a superman top to work.oh and mom says she'll be glad to take him as her menantu coz his mentality is almost like "sex is not everything".

Saturday 16.02.08
Blah day..it was a day where my schedule was redundant.i went with the flow and learnt to understand the meaning of "present" not future,later or soon.ok before i start i'd like to mention that i was out for 3 times today!so yea breakfast was at raju's with aunty Fats (fatimah) family.they're always fun to hang around with.especially ozzy,the worlds funniest guy ever.oh yea and i asked nini how much jo flizzow would charge if i were to call him over to perform..apparently he demands 3K.i was like wth.for a KL-KL song?lol.but since nini (jo's gf) is sooo nice and sweet..she'll give me discounts!hehe.

then we got back home and i was in a semangat mood to study until jazzymun invited sofia to have lunch with him.i thought sofia was day dreaming again.(coz seriously,jazeman sounds like her imaginary friend when she tells her story)but no the "dream" turned into reality when jazzy ass fetched us.so me,as a big sister pun sibuk2 go and accompany her little sister in case something happens lar kan.hehe.we were at damansara perdana at first coz he teringin japanese but the restaurant was closed so we went to the curve and had sake sushi!JAPANESE MANN...ENAK SUNGGUH!!lol.then after that we went to send sofia for her tuition and jazz and i went to the fish spa!we wanted to check out that place.it was sooo nice!!according to ass jazz we just dip in our feet and extra clothes are not required.but my ass la!luckily they supplied the kimono robe for us and stuff..it was awesome!but the fishes werent as many as the one i tried in melacca.heck yeah i wanna go there again!!so yea we fetched sofy and headed home after that.
i was soo exhausted that night but still insisted on going to kak marina's party coz dayana'll be there.so i got dress and stuff and didnt regret that i went coz tuanku zara was there!!i was like..no way that could be her.but it was!!so yea i just stared and observed everything she did.i mean she's like married to the future king!how cool is that? (i just find the police escorting ur car on the highway cool)..hehe.so yea she's very skinny actually and she's 7 months pregnant.i cant even see her tummy bulging out pun!oh and the birthday cake was delicious!and also,dayana will be bunking in my crib during the school holidays!yeay!!

Sunday 17.02.08
my intention to study or in fact do something productive today was ruined by daddy.long story.Anyway i dropped my phone in the toilet bowl last night.damn pissed.i went out today to get things for tonight's bbq.was soo not looking forward to it coz my friends can hardly make it (it's a school day 2morrow) but it turned out to be damn nice after amir and his friend's presence!we played the mafia game until 1 am!and a few of them still had the i-resist-to-go-home look.lol.zero cool =)

Monday 18.02.08
went to the club and had lunch with mom and tania.chit-chat and gossip session!lol.then we sent tania off to the airport that night.*sobs*...NOT.

nightmare:Zulaikha's legs were sooo skinny and part of her head was bald.i asked her whats wrong and she said she has cancer and it was at stage 3 already.i cried and hugged her.she told me
to watch what i eat (apparently she was down with it coz of junk food).so i went back home and
told mom that i wanted to eat salad only from now on.lol.

Things to do after SPM:

-join A Cut Above academy

-become a radio/tv vj
-work at T.G.I. Fridays
-organise parties for people
-teach piano
-try commercials

Phuket trip: 06.02.08-10.02.08
i enjoyed the trip except for the 22-hour-journey on the bus and the fact that it was with daddy's alim relatives.anyway Phuket beaches are extremely breathtaking!and not to mention the hot mat salleh guys over there too!*drools*lol.the night we arrived phuket,we headed to the market.I braided my whole hair,did foot reflexology and pedicure all at one go.i definately felt like a princess!haha.then we went snorkelling the next day!and the boat ride to go to the island caused so much pained in the ass!it was a speed boat and the adrenalin rush was higher that the shotover jet i tried in new zealand!haha.it was a bumpy ride and that was the most interesting part!lol.so yea.we arrived pipi island and blablablabla.we went to watch FANTASEA that night.they say it's like the best tourist attraction.but heck no it wasnt.i mean the settings of the hall was like a real life rain forest.but the performance sucked.it was an "elephant show".
that's me,underwater...

Day 3:Headed to the market early in the morning with mom and dad to search for my marilyn monroe and audrey hepburn painting.i bought a marilyn monroe one for my room!it's black and white and i LLLOOOVVEEEE it!the bus left for hat yai in the afternoon.it was another 9 hours journey.hat yai is soo dirty and is fill with soo many drag queens!

Day 4:went for an ancient massage.sooo tak sedap!i asked for the wrong one..it's supposed to be "OIL" massage.grr.wasted 2 hours on a very x sedap massage only!hmmph.at 1pm,it was time to head to malaysia!

p/s:i'm so lazy to upload the pix.ngee.

sonia's diary.

2008-02-16T22:22:00.001-08:00

19/02/08
WTH!!I didnt get to be in the debate team!!hanisah got it instead of me!damn pissed!!

21/02/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!lol.annie made my day!!i got into the debate team actually!haha.hanisah participated in the dato wira competition and i'll be part of the HELP university competition.lol..FINALLY.oh and i'll be mcee-ing for perhimpunan this monday!YIKES!oh and the straight a's students will also go on stage to get their RM200 reward this monday!yeay!anyway i'm glad that quite a number of people remembered my birthday today =)

so yea about my birthday "party".Dad said NO.i was like wth?!?i mean i didnt celebrate any last year coz of pmr.n it's gosh,it's sweet 16!that's like compulsory for all teenagers to celebrate!besides,next year wont be a good year would it?..so yeah..what's wrong with celebrating my 16th birthday?!=( i mean not like i dont deserve it.I DO.i got my straight A's and i want those awesome presents!coz my assumption is that,no party,no presents..right people? like last year..i hardly got anything..hmmph.but yea come to think of it,i'm actually quite lazy to throw one.i mean not like any of my friends appreciate it sgt and they always bring crap presents like RM5 present shared by 10 people.They underestimate my party too the fact that it's just going to be at a "house".so Tania's point was..why make others happy when u can make yourself happy by onwing a marc jacobs handbag??..that's true..but i dont wanna let down my fans..haha.k lame.so yea.might just beg daddy to throw a huge one..otherwise i'll just have a mini gathering with good and intellectual crowds?haha.and we can have a mafia game session!*secretly imagining* that's soo awesome!!

Facts from my einstein:i was complaining that i hardly get 8 hours of sleep a day..and that's not so bad when he told me that Oxford,Cambridge,Harvard,etc people only get 2-3 hours of sleep a day.WOW.

"surround yourself with people who will lift you" Oprah.

bamboozle

2008-01-30T00:11:00.000-08:00

I...cant decide what I want.I have been in the midst of frustration and anxiety.Today's issue is about my upcoming birthday celebration..i changed my mind..sweet 16 is irrevocable!i want to celebrate and get all those lovely presents but at the same time i dont coz i realised that my social life is atrocious.simply pathetic.I've been mixing with lots n lots of chinese lately in school.seriously,i am so snobbish with the malays.so yea..goofball and oafs are my friends!haha.ok well not really..actually i am soo lazy when it comes to talking..but still..u know me right..i loooove to ORGANISE parties..and i'm planning to have this year's party theme:VEGAS!(this idea came up when i was watching bratz in the plane on the way back from nz)..so my grand entrance will be ushered by police (mom said we could hire them) and me!as a showgirl!i'm planning to have a mini casino n hire stilt-mans too and a snake charmer..and also a money booth (its like a chamber which has an air blower beneath it..it'll be filled with money and u have to catch it)..i know..sounds fun BUT i dont have the right crowd..not anymore eversince the '07-happening-f5's left the school..my list of names will have to reach up to 300 to fill up the space..it was achieveable LAST TIME but now..it could only reach up to a 100?..haha.i'm such a humdrum..*sobs* so i guess i'll just have a small-itsy-bitsy-tiny gathering with 10 of my friends then..wait no,make that 5..HAIH

next..i'd like to mention about how indecisive i've been with other things..such as which club do i want to join in school,whether to take picture for the gemala team or run during merentas desa,cheerleading or sonialeading etc etc..well..i ended up not joining any..its funny coz i wanna do and be everything..i plan and plan and at the end of the day i end up doing nothing.lol.its so hard! i know u guys find what i just mentioned unfathomable..but i'm in a very confused state right now!there isnt any conclusion to what i'm trying to say here.i know what i want but i just find it hard to get there.sorry for the muck up me.

hmmph.

2008-01-20T23:28:00.000-08:00

monday 21.01.08
i really hate school today!!especially during addmaths period!!that bloody ass teacher just underestimated me AGAIN..so there are 2 teacher's now who think of me as the i-do-not-care-about-my-future girl..gosh..just because i said "teacher,i dont know how to do question #6"..what i meant was.."can u teach me how to answer it"..and she gave me that "hmmmm..u cause me so much trouble" look..i mean like..that's what my last year's maths teacher always do..help us with questions which we dont know..then when she (malay addmaths teacher) passed by my table she was like..u'r in a pure science class u cant expect to be a slow learner"..i was like wth..when she said that,only i knew what she taught of me was..."u got only 2 a's,what for u sibuk2 wanna be in a pure science class".ok screw her!!!i got 8 a's la tambi!!MOMMY!!!!!i want 100% for my addmaths now!!!ERGH!!

sonia's present list!

2008-01-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

2008 MOST WANTED presents
-a marc jacobs handbag!!!
-a tagheuer watch or a guess watch will do.
-a new pair of birkenstock (the ones with patterns okay)
-paul frank bikini..(the ones which has lots and lots of its logos on it)
-gazillion bubble machine from TOYS R US.
-an esprit bathrobe or any bathrobe which is WHITE in colour or red..(i hate my yellow one..ngee)
-an electronic dictionary!
-a louis vuitton wallet
-topshop boxers
-pyjamas from la senza (i wanna look hot when i wake up in the morning now..like alia aishah..hehe)
-a piggy bank! (gotta save all those pennies for college ey!!)
-foood!!:a tub of baskin robbins or famous amos or chocolates!
-any fun err board games..?
-an original SIMS collection!
-story books:ps i love you
:*coughs* for one more day
:harry potter and the deathly hollow (i do not want to share with my sister)
:chappati or chips!
-any polo ralph lauren or lacoste tops..
-THOMAS SABO's lucky charm!!!!damn pretty wei..

the list will be updated whenever sonia sees anything that she likes k..MuAhXxX!
Sonia will really2 appreciate it if u grant her wish!TQ! =D

2007

2008-01-16T19:58:00.000-08:00

2007 was a massively awesome year..all goals accomplished and all events have been witnessed.a balance in every aspect..i cant believe i'm turning 16!!unfortunately,to all my great fans out there...i dont wish to throw a sweet 16..hehe..i think parties like that are a bit jaded nowadays..(gosh..after 5 years of planning to throw the hottest sweet 16 its all ruined because of "i'm lazy laaa..")hehe..anyway..things have been great so far..i got my 8 a's!!and daddy got me a new handphone..oh and not to mention extra cash too!(fresh from the oven according to pak cak) from my aunties,uncles and lots more generous people out there..hehe..finally!i'm free to enjoy!well i mean..i was the one who restricted myself from going to gwen's concert (i'm such an idiot),going out to celebrate merdeka,parties,and malls!!haih..such a relief..well the day after pmr was zuly's advanced birthday party at concorde hotel,kl..it was really grand and luxurious..the "pondan dancers" were really cool and uhh..HOT..haha..here are some pictures..=) the lucky ones to give zuly a speech!lol..my speech sucked coz i freaked out like helL! fats,me.-.arinah
group photo!

anyhooo,i've been good..back to busy and stressful life!i got into pure science and i hate my classmates!(coz they're all soo smart!) it'll be a tough year to get number 1 again coz apparently there are 5 students in my class who used to get pelajar cemerlang!damn it!and then i'm gonna start my diploma in piano with a russian teacher..(her expectations on all her students are EXTREMELY HIGH that i get soo intimidated to go for her class..)sigh..i dont wanna take up piano seriously!!i just wanna play for FUN!oh n as for prefects!i've got a junior!!weeee~haha..i'm trying to aim for head girl this year..(it's not that difficult) ahaha..i mean..there are ONLY 3 malay prefects in f4..so it'll be easy to be one of the BOD's..otherwise,i'll sue the school for being so godamn racist!eeew.lol..oh and i cant wait to take up horse riding!it's like soo cool!i mean..i really2 fancy what they wear!it's soo classy and umm bouncy when u ride the horse!kan?haha..oh and i've also started jazz dancing!i miss performing for the concert ..

sonia's goals:

-must must must get #1 again this year!!

-aim for head prefect or AT LEAST one of the B.O.D

-march exams A1:

*agama!!(very very important because ustazah really underestimates me and she PICKS a lot on me just because i wore a short skirt ones to class,and come in late to class..well i had a meeting that time!!urgh!!i'm gonna prove u wrong nigger!!)

*100% for add maths pleaseeee..?

and umm..to be continued..

january 17th thursday

i skipped school and hung out with zarym's pembroke schoolmates at pavillion!amy wanted me to bring her to all the shops..then they came over for dinner and we swam!unfortunately,i forgot to snap pictures with all of them..but i'll do it soon k..

p/s:Mark looks like junior ashton kutcher!!

new zealand

2007-12-23T19:24:00.000-08:00

alright guys..heres ur ultimate chance to have a peek inside sonia's diary!awesome ey..well ok not so coz it's only about my trip to new zealand!!hehe..as u can see..theres a map of new zealand..and i've highlighted the places that i've visited while i was there..auckland to wellington to christchurch to queenstown!the whole trip sucked until pak cak's family arrived!lol..

day 1 (10/12/07):auckland
i've just arrived auckland..flight to come here was 9 hours..will be staying at mercure hotel for 1 night..the hotel’s located right in the middle of the city..went for a boat ride in the evening to cross to another island..today's day was..ok :)

day 2 (11/12/07):Wellington
I’m on the airplane right now..auckland was boring..mom,sofy and I got stuck in the hotel lift for like 15 mins..very bad service there..anyway,I’m on the way to Wellington!

I’m at Wellington right now..daddy rented a car and we went sightseeing..all the way to the pier ..we met a very friendly and adorable mat salleh who talks non-stop..hehe.. this place reminds me of thailand..hehe..we had delicious briyani rice for lunch..oh and it seems that the hotel is located kinda far from the city..hmmph..
p/s:I feel like marrying a mat salleh now!hehe.

day 3 (12/12/07):wellington
what a day I had!i didn’t take a shower the whole day!i didn’t know that dad was going to take us to roturua which is like 8 hours away from Wellington!lol..we were supposed to go to roturua but it was too far so we decided to make a U-TURN!!weee~ (thank god..i was starting to get car sick maaan..) we stopped by a beach on the way to get there..couldnt restrain ourselves from swimming though..hehe..we even drop by at adventure park!it was soo fun!they had flying fox and a huge trampoline!lol.oh and I also got myself a paul frank jacket!

Cant wait for queenstown!!

this guy was awesome..

Day 4 (13/12/07):Wellington
We rode on a cable car from i-cant-remember-where..(a tram is known as a cable carin nz..weird..)it headed straight to the city..did some shopping..(well mom forced me to buy stuff)..the shopping here sucks..ngee..we went to the pier after that..sofy and I went rollerblading..it was drizzling..we came back and bought ourselves more nasi briyani!(the only halal food we managed to find in Wellington..)
Leaving for Christchurch tomorrow!yippie!!
p/s:I’m sooooo worried about my results!!

@ the city..

off to the airport..

Day 5 (14/12/07):christchurch /Canterbury
I’m at Christchurch right now!staying at ibis hotel for 2 nights..Alia’s here!!yeay!hotel’s located in the middle of the city.ate sushi with sofia in the evening oh and also mcd!(that was after pak cak arrived..ngee)we rode on the gondola (a.k.a a cable car in msia) it was extremely high!!my first ride ever!lol..then we had dinner at a halal malay-singaporean restaurant..it was nice…=)
Goodnight! –heading to somewhere at 7am 2morrow-
the only drink i have for breakfast and lunch..hot choco..
Day 6 (15/12/07) :akaroa
We drove all the way to akaroa today..the journey started really early in the morning..quite a long trip..akaroa was a cute town..i got to swim with the dolphins!the water was FREEEEEEEZING cold..(now I know how the people in titanic felt)..hehe..oh and I also got myself an all blacks top! =D
-off to queenstown tomorrow!!-

abang fuzi and i.
Day 7 (16/12/07):queenstown
departed for queenstown at 7 am and arrived there at 5pm (it take only 8 hours to get there.actually but dad did sooo many stops to take pictures..) sleeping over at mercure RESORT (different from the ones in Wellington and Auckland okaaaay..) this time..lol..quite far away from town..but the view of mountains from our room is superb..we had seafood for dinner..didnt do anything much today..finally!we don’t have to wake up early tomorrow!!weeee~

on the way to queenstown..
that's mom and dad in the background ..after swimming in the river..SIGH.
day 8 (17/12/07):quuenstown
we did quite a number of activities today..rode on the shotover jet!!it wasnt as scary as how I imagined it would be..the drivers all looked sooo macho man!driving the boat soooo fast with a cap and a sunglasses on..lol..i take back my words after they opened their sunnies!HAHAHA.so yea..it started at 10.30 and finished at around 11.30..the ride cost sooo much!then I went shopping at the town with zarym and sofia!christmas sale!lol..rode on the gondola again and watched a kiwi hakka show..it was okaaay =)
dinner was at tandoori palace!nyum.
day 9 (18/12/07) :queenstown
gosh!i’ve gone soo dark!anyway,we went horse riding for 2 hours today..my ass hurts like crap but I enjoyed it..my horse’s name was harry!he was in the L.O.T.R movie and he’s retiring today..=( got to know some brazilian people..then omigosh!!i di a very bad sin today!i had kfc with pak cak and all! But luckily the girl at the Italian restaurant said that it was halal!phew..we went on the gondola again today!this time was to ride on the luge!!i rode on the luge twice coz it was soo fun!hehe..the paragliding looked soo scary..it was soo expensive too! $200 for 10 mins!that’s equivalent to RM500 for 10 mins!!i cant wait to get rich and come here again!hehe..i can do ALLLLLL the activities I wish to do..wohoooo~oh zarym says I should work as a vj or something coz I have an accent!!*blush2* especially when I talk to the locals..hehe..(bragging time jap..=D) oh and not to mention..there’s a lot of malays in new Zealand man!lol..alright that’s all for now!going back to Christchurch tomorrow..=( I really regretted not doing bungy jumping!..hmmph..

zarym with his gay pose..on the chairlift..
the luge!!
day 10 (19/12/07) :chirtschurch
no more queenstown..=( rode on the tram today..haih..leaving for Auckland tomorrow..last night with all of them..*sobs*

day 11 (20/12/07) :Auckland
zarym and all left this morning..i cried this morning..no,I wil not tell u why I cried..i was quite okay after we won an ipod shuffle at the airport arcade!hehe..will be sleeping over at city life hotel..we bumped into uncle yong!!lol..daddy treated all of us for dinner at a steak house uncle yong suggested..lol..it was soo nice!!soo full until I feel like puking now!ergh..oh ya!selamat hari raya haji to all of u guys..=) going back home tomorrow!!weeeeeeeeeee~ gosh I sooooo regretted not doing bungy jumping!!=( night guys!!

Day 12 (21/12/07) :Auckland to kl..
I’m on the plane now..gosh the stewards are interested in me..heh?really2 annoying..i don’t even know what they see in me..coz I really look like crap with the muka basi and all right now..lol..
p/s:he even asked for my number! Eeeew (zul)

muke basi man..

we got into the cockpit..tania,sofia,captain zam who's soo young and cool,me..
aint he coool..?

big girls dont cry

2007-11-21T18:00:00.000-08:00

hey hey!!!i'm back!there's soo many things i have to share with u guys!i guess today's entry is gonna be extremely looong!so bare with me alright!hehe..lets start with last week..
wednesday,14th november '07

dayana came down from melacca to sleepover at my house..we had a wonderful time together din' we?*winks* we managed to accomplish 3/4 of the things that i planned to do with her..!*claps* so the first day was kinda dull..her mom treated sofy and i for lunch at marriot hotel in putrajaya..the journey back home felt very short cause we had soo many stories to tell..(its a very small world....) lol..then later in the evening she followed me to my dance class!it was a boring day..plus,the heavy rain made the whole situation a lot more depressing..

thursday,15th november '07

the entire day was spent at home..we swam in the morning with my baby cousin alyaa!and after that we went to the bakery shop to get baking stuff!we baked muffin n cookies..(the cookies turned out really bad thanx to dayana!!grrr) we even went cycling that day!i took her on a tour around bukit jelutong..hehe..we delivered our muffins to kak hana's house and also payed omar a visit!ngaha.

friday,16th november '07
OUTING DAY BAYBEH!!i brought her to timesquare and klcc..stupid driver didnt know the direction to get there..he delayed my schedule by an hour!!hmmph!nvm that..we were so excited!dayana and i rode on every single roller coaster there was..after we got sick of the theme park,we went to klcc..unfortunately petroscience didnt let us in as it was "too late" to buy the tickets..hmmph..incompetant bustards.so we ended up doing window shopping there..(there's this fcuk top which i REALLYx100000 want!!urgh!) later that night,we swam again and took loads of photos..i dont know what made me pose like this.haha.sunny day =)
at times square mango..
dayana,giving me a piggy bag..this was after swimming..lol.

saturday,17th november '07

again..we woke up late and had to quickly pack our bags for today's pd trip...we had breakfast at dayana's grandma's house in pj..nasi lemak and roti canai!my favourite!nyum..we had to leave at 10.30 to send sofy for her tap class..mom treated dayana and i for baskin robbin ice cream!weeeee~it was a pleasant day out though..we went grocerries shopping @ BSC and saw 2 goodlooking young guys!(i assume they're gays)SIGH.fly fm crews were there too and they distributed free t-shirts to everyone!hehe..we left for pd straight after that..just us girls in the car..a toast to the person who built highways!lol..we couldnt go kayaking as the tides was really low..dayana and i rode on the atv and all eyes were on us!haha..it was cool..alyaa came too!she's soooo adorable!!grrr..we even ordered a banana boat to take us all for a ride!the boat almost capsized until we saw jelly fishes swimming at the beach!!FREAKY!..bbq was held at the 2nd floor bar..the food was superb!!we went shopping at pasar malam to buy clothes cause mom and dad said we were going to sleepover..but we didnt in the end..(thank god!!)

bang chak holding alyaa..

sunday,18th november '07

Gooodbye dayana!her parents came to fetch her..sad though..but no worries..i'll be sleeping over at her crib this saturday!!yeay!she's planning to take me to all the historic places and a famosa wet world!cant wait..!so we had lunch with daddy at kgns..yong tau foo!yeah baby!as usual..i'll be looking forward to go to the magazine shop!then mom took sofy and i out for shopping for this tuesday's white water rafting trip!i even got myself a new pair of timberland shoes (to be worn during new zealand's trip only)weee~we had japanese for dinner too!absolutely wonderful!

monday,19th november '07

i WAS planning to write my blog..but my schedule was so tight..the maid got a day off so i had to do all the chores..wash the clothes..make the bed etc..then we followed mom to her meeting at klcc..i came back and packed my stuff..today's day was o.k. =)

tuesday,20th november '07

we left for perak early in the morning..with my annoying cousin who talks and ask unnecessary questions in the car..we stopped at the rnr and had nesi lemak for bfast..i even got myself a half dozen of dunkin donuts!nyummy!we arrived gopeng resort around 9.20..just in time for the 9.30 white water rafting..luckily we followed riverbug van who was going to the same place too..otherwise we'd get lost..seriously..the resort was located at a very secluded place!difficult to find and busses are not allowed to enter as it was just a 1 lane road..so we checked in and quickly changed into our sports attire..we had a short briefing session on how to use the equipments..

we look like tiny little freak kids with the safety helmet on..haha.
the rapids were awesome..it felt like a rollercoaster ride with the cool water splashing you..sitting in front is emira and me..captured using aunty gayah's waterproof camera..
and that's me..jumping from the tree..this was during the 15 minutes break..they gave us the oppurtunity to swim in the very-strong-current river.. oh and not to mention!some of the guides were hot!haha.
it was soo fun!i enjoyed the white water rafting the most!!we went back to the resort and had our lunch after that..an hour later..the van picked us up to go wet erb sailing!now this is extremely freaky!!especially after i saw the waterfall!!
selva,helping me out with the safety gear..

this was the waterfall!
emira and i...descending..now this is what we call..EXTREME sports!!i was soo scared!!!
posing for the camera wont do me any harm would it?

mom was soo stressed up..especially when it was sofia's turn..(she's afraid that the rope might putus due to sofia's heavy weight)haha..there was this one time that i slipped and fell!i panicked of course..!and plus emira and i were the first people to go!heights are TOTALLY not my thang!!..anyway guys..i pretended to cry..so that my mom would allow me to go on it for the 2nd time!hehe..the crying method did work in the end!lol..

we spent the night at the resort..the heavy downpour stopped us from going for our night walk activity..oh and also..on the way to have dinner,there was a pacat crawling on my leg!but it didnt have time to bite me lar..hehe..it was a tiring day..emira and i played cards in the room..there werent any tvs too..sigh..oh and good news!!17 magazine called for me to go for a fashion shoot at 12 the next day!but i wasnt able to go cause i'll only be arriving home at 7pm..hmmph..

wednesday,21st november '07

we woke up early in the morning and took a walk around the jungle..mom told me to do creative photography..the picture of the rainforest sucked..so i decided to display a picture of a cup of teh tarik which i had for breakfast!lol.

the next programme for the day was caving!!we went caving at gua tempurung and it was really an adventure!!we took the grand tour package..aunty gayah and mom gave up halfway..it was awesome..i wouldnt want to describe it to u guys in the blog..but u guys just have to be there to witness EVERYTHING!!

it was dark and we had to duck walk,crawl etc..the renjer suggested that i put on a t-shirt on top so that my precious white nike top wouldnt get dirty..lol..

removing the sand from our shoes before we continue our journey back into the cave..emira,esha,me.

sofy,esha,mira,18 year old renjer who's always scaring us with so many surprises,and king with the video cam..he's called king cause he's big sized and chubby!hehe..

bruises and aches were souvenirs from the perak trip..lol..but overall,i enjoyed the school holidays a lot..with so many activities to do and soo many things to look forward to..instead of lazing around at home doing unproductive things..anyway i'll spare more time to elaborate on today's blog next time k?tata.

-to be continued-

home sweet home..

2007-11-11T03:32:00.000-08:00

I vomitted 6 times yesterday and i was from 45kg to 43 kg..i lost 2 kgs in less than a day...sigh..i got admitted in the hospital and doctor injected me twice!!on my buttock and my wrist..and a needle was inserted inside my flesh for the entire night!it hurts like crap and my hand started to swell this morning..finally doctor allowed me to be discharged from the hospital..such a relieved feeling..all i did today was sleeep and watch tv..yesterday was like a total nightmare..and by a coincidence..bang chak had the same disease as mine..we both were down with food poisoning..i dont know what i ate..it was either at his house coz i had breakfast there on friday or most probably at sharon's hse..anyway i'm feeling much better now!n mom says i can buy whatever i want to!yippie!buti'm slightly dissapointed because noone came to pay me a visit or sent me flowers..hmmph =( lol..nvm that..so yesterday morning..mom and i had bagels for breakfast at mont kiara coffee bean while waiting for sofia to finish her tap class..it was a nice place to hang out..loads of mat salleh and "celebrities"..i saw abdul razak baginda's (accused of murdering altantuya) wife and her hippie daughter..she seemed quite calm in reality compared to the pictures in the news paper..then i came back and started to vomit..i missed 2 of my neighbours open house..(mom didnt even bring back any tapau food for me!HMMPH) anyway..good news is that..my 2nd cousin from melacca is sleeping over at my hse this wednesday for a week..yeay!lol..i gotta start preparing the list of things-to-do with her!yeah baby!..so on friday night..i went to sharon's open house..i had fun..most of the time the girls there were camwhoring!lol..anyway, it's time for me to ciao..i'm starting to feel all cranky and drousy after taking my medicine..before i go..i'd like to wish all the form 5's goodluck for SPM!!oh and also..i think i look so tanned and dark nowadays eversince i came back from pd!..urgh..

sharon's open house..and another picture of us at lagoon..

paradise baaaaaby!!

2007-11-08T22:49:00.000-08:00

oh crap.i planned to update my blog last night before all the details in my head starts fading away..(short term memory loss disease) but nvm..so TWO days ago(7/11/2007),sofia and i went to watch chicago musical at kl convention centre!!(thank god for nadir's existance in the family!)it was awesome..how lucky of us to get front seat tickets!(thank u pak cak,we love u very very much!hehe) and we bump into omar b with his i-dont-wanna-admit-she's-my-gf "friend".lol.we arrived kl at about 7.30pm and only had time to have fast food meals for dinner..it was a good show but last year's grease lightning with zuly was better..anyway,here were some pictures which i secretly took during the performance..

so the next day was uncle elias breakfast birthday party..but before we went,mom told us to pack our stuff to p.d and i had a tiny little (well not really.sofy cried) argument with my sister.it was all about a swimming suit.haha.(in the end,i got to wear it!!hehe) the party was "not bad".i mean they had mamak bistro catering..(duuuh,d restaurant is just behind their house) so basically the food served there was "absolutely marvelous" (imitation of zarym's sarcastic compliment..hehe..)roti canai man!!the best errr...roti ever!!lol..and i cant believe i spilled curry on my precious white top which i was supposed to wear to pd!!hmmph!so yeah..we left for pd at about 11am..i seriously underestimated this place..i mean the last time pak cak brought us to cameron highlands...it sucked so bad..i mean..a 3 hours journey for nothing..we went there last year..(thank god u came sarah!!!!) and pak cak told us he bought the house from the sultan of wtv crap..it was soo fricking cold there!!the tiles were made of marble so can u imagine..there wasnt enough comforters too!i felt like dieing..luckily we didnt sleep over man...and after that we went to smoke house at cameron highlands and that place was so much better..especially the food!hahaha..(thinking bout that trip makes me laugh like hell!..lol)ok so back to port DICKson!!hehe..the house was massive..and it was right in front of the beach!!gosh,that's like my dreaaaaaam house!a house right in front of the beach...Haaaaaaaaaaahh..

(and this is just like 3/4 of the house)

we didnt even have to rent any kayak or atv cause pak cak already bought it..it was soo fun!but unfortunately,he didnt have any jet ski..cause the last time he planned to buy it was too big..i mean come on..does size even matter?!?!haih..but seriously,the land was huge...i keep on recomending pak cak to build a swimming pool..(future architect maaaah...)lol.so yeah..that place was totally chunted ..like the umm lifestyle of the rich and famous!hehe.anyway,it was only a day trip..and i had a lot of fun..i hope to go there again when zarym's back from aussie!woohoooo!

*snap snap*at the balcony..

the bar on the 2nd floor which i really really fancy!

kayaking..and the atv..

avillion hotel which is located next to pak cak's house..
when we came back,daddy was in such a good mood that he brought us to lobsterman restaurant in pj!NYUM NYUM!!we were supposed to go there only if i get my 8 a's..lol.dinner was superb..*thumbs up*

(i bet sumone has goose bumps when he sees this picture!*evil laughs*)

dr sheikh is hot.

2007-11-05T18:59:00.000-08:00

i'm a bit happy today coz pak cak gave sofia and i free tickets to watch chicago musical this wednesday!weeeeee~anyway,yesterday was the last day of school!i went to school for a short while just to fetch my gemala year book..this year's more alluring compared to last year's.each page never fails to have colours..n loads of my pictures are in it too!hehe.(ok maybe i was exagerating a lil.lol)i had physics tuition yesterday..and fariz,u owe me 20 bucks!!!hmmph!most of the time i was in a precipitate departure everywhere i wanted to go..i had to order balloons,decorate the house,buy the cake etc coz it was bang chak's birthday..it was just a small gathering anyway and pak cak told me to emphasize on the decorations only..so yeah i did my part..

btw i have a msg for amachi: "business woman over ere also have soo many things to do okaaaay!!notime to write essay essay u know!hehe..i'm jk..u owe me 10 bucks for every essay k.love working with ya!tata!)oh one more thing i really have to confess (which i doubt u guys care at all..)i dont write in my daily diary anymore!!GRRR.my life is so screwed up..i wont have any record of what i did in the past now!!HAIH......

hippo's laugh is annoying.

2007-11-03T23:26:00.000-07:00

Just about a month ago I was tyding up my room.i put in so much effort and time on it but the results that I got wasn’t that satisfying.urgh!i hate my room colour!it’s yellow!!stupid colour consultant!i wanted army green u dumbass(THIS COLOUR NOT THIS)!!not bright ones which makes my room looks like a kindergarten!!HAIH!nvm that la.asshole.anyway,my room has gone to its usual blowzy and disorganised state.thanx to mom for bringing all her stuff to get dress and all..hmmmph!so yeah I give up.anyway guys today’s topic will be about how much time I really wasted on nonproductive things this year.hehe.such as the entire day spent at a stupid choir competition which we didn’t even win!gosh,and it was my report card day summore!2nd would be on the day I had my prefects interview!!!!!such incompetant bastards I tell u!!i had to be in school from 7am till 2pm!!!and all we did was WAITED!!!but it was worth it la..i mean..i pass probation in the end!hehe.3rd would be..errr..i cant remember..hehe..last but not least!!i’d like to inform u people out there that my birthday present list for year 2008 will be out very soon!so anyone who ask me what to get,I’ll just give u my blog address k!(I find it annoying when ppl ask me that question..”what do u want ah??”)
lol.oh and not to forget..these are the pictures of yesterday’s sahoca dinner..we were snapping pictures in the hotel room.nothing much to write about it though..=)

-edited-

oh n i also forgot to include that my mom lost her 3000 bucks black berry phone during the rehearsal!sigh..!!i cant believe someone managed to steal it in less than 3 minutes!!but nvm...dad always remind me that money can be replaced..so calm down sonia!!lol..oh n here's a picture of sofia inside jazeman's racing car..(she was extremely desperate..biase wut..#1 fan!hehe..she even chased the truck carying jazzy's car in the afternoon..sigh...)

lalalaa..

2007-11-01T07:41:00.000-07:00

entering kl is like entering a different world.where roads are highly congested and the surrounding gives u a spine-chilling feeling.and i'm very amazed by that coz seriously,i felt like i was a tourist from bukit jelutong.lol.so today,mom brought sofy and i to sungai wang which is neighbouring pavillion mall.we went searching for wigs at sungai wang (for my mom not me!!) and decided to go to pavillion after that since it was just walking-distance from where we were.anyway,i was fascinated by its so called "beauty"..i mean they were smart enough to have only the favourable shops in the mall.it was filled with branded shops which makes it into a posh and ravishing mall.so we walked around and gosh i cant take my eyes off every shop!the stuff there was so nice!i mean who can ever resist something which makes u look super good in it!?sigh..at that moment i just wish i had loads of money!i even ask my mom if could get a part time job and earn some cash..but obviously the answer would be a NO.grrr!!!i'm so pissed right now!lol.we left kl at 7pm and the traffic jam was massive!sigh..i wish i was married to a sultan or something!and the cars are all forced to make way for my husband and i!!(i'll be sticking my head out of the window with an "L" sign on my forehead..lol)and we could probably reach bukit jelutong in 30 minutes instead of an hour and a half!sheeesh.anyway lets not be so shallow and all dreamy shall we.lol.i woke up late this morning..around 9 i think?..i did something different from what is required in my timetable (which seldom occur)..in other words "perserve"..such as watching tv instead of reading the books i just bought..and i even missed addmaths tuition coz i didnt have any transport to subang..so in the end the boxes in my timetable were left emptied (they're meant to be ticked once something has completed) i didnt even do anything productive today!!whatever..at least its good that i went to pavillion as i got a tiny bit of inspiration to be rich in the future so that i can buy the whole mall and look good all the time!!coz that's the best feeling ever man..!hehe.anyway,i wanna start aiming for my goals..project myself to be a somebody in the future..cause i really cannot stand what i see around me and how i am treated by others these days..and i cant tell u what it is..and the main reason of me dieing to be waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay up there later on is to gain some respect and get whatever i want the way i want it to be!hmmmmph!ok calm down sony..lol..

sonia's declaration of excelence..
also inspired by haiqal =)
=study in new york
=enter an ivy league university in N.Y which is columbia.
=oh and get to know high achievers around the world

how to get there:
-increase general knowledge
-read a lot and speak well
-in conclusion...do well in everything lah!lol.

i rest my case =)

global warming.

2007-10-28T05:00:00.001-07:00

Today's weather=EXTREMELY HOT!
Due to the extremely hot weather,dad,sofy n i jumped into the pool.PHEW.

Daddy=assuming that he knows how to "dive".hehe.

(u can call me anak keling now...)

so let's proceed with yesterday's event!

i woke up early and abg fuzi (just pretend as if u know him) brought us all to FRIM.The journey took us like an hour..but it was worth it!Mom and dad cycled where as i had to accompany pak cak for a walk.hmmph.After 10 mins of walking we stopped by a stall to have nasi lemak!sheeeh.the main idea of exercising is to BURN calories not gain more calories!lol..oh we even went to the malay tea house!!the exterior of the house looks like shit but the interior design of the house was so nice!

later in the afternoon,daddy took sofy and i to lagoon for his company's family day.i had so much fun there and was very worn out when i came back.oh n guess wut..i'm not afraid to ride on rollercoasters nowadays!seriously..i was yawning while i rode on them..including the ones with the loops okay!hehe.i even went shopping at pyramid after lagoon..*shhh!!*misselfrigdge was having a sale!and i bought LOADS of stuff!woohooo!lol.oh and not to forget!!they were shooting a movie at lagoon and all of a sudden the camera guy waved at me!i only found out that he was the same camera man for my F&N advertisement when i came home..lol..
daddy's notty habit!

2007-10-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

A DAY OUT WITH THE GIRLS... 25/10/07. ( a date to remember...NOT!!)

mind the buncit tummy.we just ate. ngaha. (i was extremely shy to swim in my bikini)
sharon with her i'm-so-hot pose.hehe.
groupy photo.ron,chern,mae,rams,ass,me. yeemae,sony ericson,chern li.
my head got chopped off.

actually,i have nothing to write about today's outing..(all i remembered was getting sunburn n a pak cik tua life guard asking us to stop playing with the net)..hehe.. but i'd choose having domino's pizza for lunch as the highlight for today's outing!!!ngeee. (unfortunately,they dont do delivery service to bukit jelutong.hmmph!)

2007-10-07T15:18:00.000-07:00

JOHN LENNON!=D

WoOoOhooOOo?

2007-10-05T20:17:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY!
AnywayPMR has finally ended for me!PHEW.Well actually,i still feel the same..not too excited just relieved..finally i can get my 8 hours of sleep..ngeee..and get hold of the tv remote control..yeah baby!.so yesterday was my last paper..geography..everything was okay..i went to get myself a back massage at the curve straight after my exams..(sitting on the chair for several hours really makes me have a bad posture these days) i also got myself a pair of sunnies from MNG!ngee..oh n finally mom has hired mrs penguin!wee~lol..well,i hope all the sacrifices i did this year was worth it..missing gwen steph concert?!?! all the happenings during merdeka and soo on..hurm..everyone was super excited yesterday..well to me..it's not over yet..we still have SPM guys!and i'm not gonna repeat my mistakes in 2004..where after upsr was a "honeymoon" year..well that's a BIG NO NO.lol.i cant believe how fast time flies..n i guess it's time for me to set my new mission for 2008!..get a head start on next years subject..coz seriously this year was such a last minute thing..thanks to my 2004-after-upsr-honeymoon ideoligy..lol..anyway i've listed a few on the "things 2 do" and so on..ngee..i just love planning!

2007 achievements:
-passing probation!
-passing grade 8 piano exams!
-finally forming my own band..
-and hopefully...8 a's for pmr...=)

2008 mission:
-aim for head prefect
-diploma for piano/finish impromptue piece
-start horse riding
-debate team
-join basketball! (seriously it's bloody effective!my friends have grown taller!!)

Right so here are my plans after pmr..(for those sibuk people who wants to know)
-finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows
-watch harry potter and the order of phoenix
-get a bicycle and go cycling!
-start exercising!lose those fats sonia!
-paint!paint!
-CLEAN UP MY ROOM
-watch B.E.P on the 29th october
-start doing f4 sejarah
-go for casting
-choreograph prom dance
-design more houses!
-invite zuly and friends for a sleep over
-travel
-increase general knowledge

alright g2g..daddy's taking me out to get my bicycle! tata!

ok now i'm not lazy.

2007-09-20T19:48:00.001-07:00

hehe.ok as u can see..the place where we ate..(on the floor) looks very spacious.THANKS TO ME.It took me 2 hours to give instructions to the contracter people (thank god they're at my hse) to shift the furniture coz mom went out.hmmph.I had to vacuum the bloody carpet.wasted my time only..then the 3 mat sallehs arrived.They were like giants!super tall!1 billion cm.ok crap.The maid panicked and stuff when she saw that they were "mat sallehs" (b4 she was soo stubborn n didnt want to listen to me).Then we had to buka puasa on the floor..(refer to picture and imagine how ur back will hurt after that) oh we also had to wash our hands at this tempurung thing..so called "tradisional".lol.The girls were very friendly..i really cant wait to see them again next month!weee!anyway.blablablabla.as usual..i had to entertain them n ketuk2 the piano.sofia had to play her SAX.lol.ok to be continued...(if i'm rajin..ngee) tata!

what's the date ah?20th sept '07!!SHIT!!!

2007-09-20T19:28:00.000-07:00

ok the pictures of the sibuk people who came over for buka puasa.blablabla.lazy to write.hehe.

we had to eat on the floor.A taste of "malaysian culture" my ASS!.lol

i look pathetic.my role as a kampung girl.(nice idea mom.slap ur face.)

group photo..bob (mom's worker wtv i also dont know) sue,suandi (our landscape i.d) ,next to him is...i-cant-remember-that-minah's-name,mom,anna,kate,kampung girl,sofy.

i'll write more about it later..ngee..exams lar!

oh and i had to post this pic coz zarym's like super tall next to daddy!!WOW.this is what we call..ORANG TINGGI.

=)

2007-08-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

hurmmm..................

"hidup artis" HAH.

2007-03-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

hehe.lame title ey.anyway,things have been really hectic these days..started off with just jubli perak and decided to take part in talent quest,followed by taylor's college,an indian's wedding and sportsday..PHEW..and now teacher is asking us to perform for hari kecemerlangan.which i had to deny that request..Anyway,we did earned some $$$ performing and stuff..blablablablabalbalbalbalbala.-to be continued-

taylors...

Adelaide.

2007-03-10T05:40:00.000-08:00

10th march
hey sup!i'm in adelaide right now.summer!effing HOT.wait,first of all..i'd like to talk about what happened in school yesterday!Prefects had a meeting and spot check at the school hall..so i was the first in line..thinking that im VERY innocent..lol.then suddenly Asmahan was checking my fringe..i was like wth..she PULLED my fringe down when i clipped it behind my ears..and she chopped it off!!bloody rude man..i fought back coz i wasnt afraid of her at all..like what mom said..always fight back..worst thing that could happen is she would say no..and she told me to shut up..but i wasnt really sad or wutsoever coz i have bangs now..and it looks nicer!haha..even the head girl's fringe got chopped off..and she just kept quiet..im like..?!?!?!?!?!..protest la..but nvm..i bet lots and lots of parents will be coming to school and start complaining!yeah,mom's coming!wohooo..!!then now my bangs is a bit cacat..didnt have time to go to the salon..then they had audition for interact's iu day..the moment i heard they'll be having it in school i quickly didnt want to take part..lol..i had soo many things to tell b4 this..but i keep on postponing..and now i dont find it interesting to post something which happened 2 weeks ago..lol..well on thursday,we performed at taylor's college..the event was okay..i wanted to volunteer to act coz i knew i could do better than the girl who was choosen to go up on stage..anyway,our performance was..errr..LAME?tak semangat coz there werent a lot of people..and i was laughing most of the time!..lol..so let's talk about my trip here..met zuly at the airport!..invited her to come over like last minute..lol..then i had to sit alone in the plane..and there's this (i assume he's pakistani) guy who looked like a terrorist!he's supposed to sit next to me..i was soo scared!just in case he would use me as a hostage or something..lol.then he switched places with this white guy..i was soo relieved..goodlooking somemore u know!he was browsing through his porn mag!!i was like..WTH..i didnt talk to him at all until 2 hours b4 we arrived..but he's already working..so after he mentioned that i quickly didnt ask any further questions..haha..finally after waiting for 5 years my wish came true!to sit next to a mat salleh hunk in the plane..lol..jk..i only had 2 hours of sleep..and watched bow finger twice!!..it's sooo funny!!!.. took a nap for 5 hours..sofy woke me up..but i could barely register what she was trying to say..but after i woke up i asked her what she said..and she was like..zarym's pembroke friends came over and went to the city!..im like..DAYM!!!..lol.i just love the house here..the parade is just 10 metres away..lol..oh and I came up with a few things to do..after pmr and spm..after pmr..join celebrity and horse riding! After spmr..tap dancing!oh we went to Adelaide fringe..some carnival..it was awesome..the girls here are soooo HOT and preety man..lol..i tried the swinging thingy..just wait till I upload the pix!anyway,i shall update with you guys soon!xoxo.missing my goodlooking shah rukh han poster at home..=D

that's me "swinging" except that u cant really see me coz daddy was such a bad camera man.

12th march '07
BACK!so we had a bbq gathering at zain's house last night.The food was lovely!oysters and all those nyummy nyummy chicken wings!i played with baby adis!he's soo cute.Anyway,i've been looking forward to go to the city!grrr.It's a public holiday here.Tania says they have too many holidays here.Ok in conclusion..australians are such lazy bums!true man..the shop here closes at 5pm!..SIGH..the weather was a bit windy and cold today.Went jogging early in the morning..did some paintings at the park..blablablabla..i cant wait to go to the city and handolf!oh,spm results came out today..lol..Congrats to those who scored with flying colours!alright,gonna go read something..Ciao!
that's baby adis!i dont have a pic of him with me..but i shall snap some since i'm baby sitting him 2morrow!
13th march
went to have dinner at brocelli last night with abu.Had to send him back to his boarding house..he took me on a tour around his dorm and stuff..it was nice..like a hotel! well what'd u expect..$100 thousand for a year..PHEW..i wished my dad could send me there!HAIH..anyway..i went to the city 2day..nothing much..got myself a pair of pumps!ngee..right..aydeel and adam came over for dinner..blablablabla.

after dinner.supper at baskin robins

14th march
Went to pluck strawberries at handolf!Dad took lots of pictures of me and sofy.It was awesome..except for the weather today..extremely HOT!..right..so i did some shopping..it's very stressful when u only have a certain amount of money to spend on..SIGH..i shall work for my own money one day!GRR..i notice that my taste and colour coordination is very.."dull and boring"..all my of my clothes is either black or white..sheeesh..anyway,i've finished all the money daddy gave me..MUAHAHA..but i still have my big sista who's going to treat me on a shopping spree as a birthday present!yeay!ok,adelaide seems a bit boring now..i dont feel like i'm in australia..more like..another HOME..duuuuh..it has always been adelaide!Boooo.I wanna visit mecca!and new york!and india!and africa!and indonesia!!oh and i went cycling around the parade today..WITHOUT my helmet..and some old lady was like.."where's ur helmet?!"..so i had to cycle all the way back home just to get my helmet..tania says it's part of the rules..WEIRDOs!

15th march
SHOPPING again!walked around 3 miles!PHEW.i fancied lots of stuff..but it's really sad coz i cant buy any of em..=( so mom said today is over achiever day!haha.so i did some painting..went down the street to get the canvas and oil pastels..copied picaso's art work from the net..the colours are very abstract..very nice actually!dad says i should go to rundle mall and sell em!..haha..yup..so proud of my master piece!lol..i cooked again and me,tania,sara and sofia wanted to try the chocolate fountain i just bought..but everything failed to work..like the chocolate was hard and stuff..and my chocolate fountain broke down!!DAMN IT..i'm gonna demand for a refund 2morrow.grr!alright late night shopping at the city 2morrow!wohoooo.Bye!

that's my painting..there's actually a nicer one..i'll snap a pic of it soon!

lol.check out the sky!painted at the park.

16th march

today was awesome!first time i woke up b4 9 eversince i was here.went cycling around adelaide..the weather today is a bit chilly..not too cold or hot..just nice..so i got all dressed up to go for lunch with jam's family..while waiting for them to fetch us i went to the chocolate fountain shop..it's a bit strange coz when the guy plugged it in it seems perfectly fine and was working again!it was embarassing.lol.so uncle willie (jam's dad) took us for lunch at a very very nice place..it was at the beach..great scenery!the drive there took us about an hour..i ordered scallops..3 scallops for $20 which is equivalent to 60 ringgit.lol.it was lovely..daddy took lots of pixxies!first time i tried the 'golden gay time' ice cream..it was soo nice!nyummy!then everyone could not resist the eager to step on the sandy beach..so uncle willie drove a bit further up to get a better spot..we walked around the beach..it was soo bloody nice..!!i'll upload the pics soon..then we headed to jam's hse..it was huge!!4 storey house on top of a hill!she had everything at her house..tey had a squash court(i would convert it into a dance room or a hall with a stage for performances..hehe)..an outdoor jacuzzi..a very huge garden..a living area with a view of the city!!!that's my type of a dream house!a bar..a guest room equipped with its own kitchen and stuff..it was nice..i enjoyed the outing very much..so i'm back..lazy to cook today..the two boys,aydeel and adam are coming for dinner AGAIN today..which is a bit annoying because i was looking forward to go to the city with tania today coz there's late night shopping..and the two idiots had to ruined it..grr..anyway,I think I’ve been enjoying too much..and didn’t even bother to open my sejarah book eversince I got here..which is really bad!coz I reckon my friends back at home are studying during the hols!sigh..but once I get home the ONLY 2 things I want to focus on is my grade 8 piano exams and pmr exams!just get the fricking 8 a’s!..hmm..oh I had something to tell but I cant seem to remember what it is..wait this blogger.com is supposed to be special!except that now it’s more like a diary!well nvm that..so I bought a pair of pumps/flats at partmans which looks really good when I slip em on..but to walk in it..OUCH..blisters!sigh..anyway,g2g..c ya!

the rashidis!

check out the back ground.

everyone trying to do their cheeeeky pose.lol.

played the piano at jam's hse.=D

17th march
today was more like shopping day!lol.went to the art shop again to get more canvas!mom wants me to paint for the house..and then finally my big sista brought me on a shopping spree!so we took a bus to the city..went around to search for sofia's asecs (however u spell it) shoes that she dreamed of having..and i bought CHEAPER and bigger canvas..entered a shop and i went crazy coz the things there were soo pretty!got myself an afro wig!and a hula skirt!the ones that the hawaian babes always wear during their dance at the beach..lol..so i had like 40 dollars more to spend..i wanted this sunnies which i really look nice in it..but then i got myself a pants from jay jays instead..anyway,finally!i'm going back 2morrow!gosh i miss home but i still wanna stay here!the best way to enjoy ur stay here is if u have LOADS of money..and the people here are soo dressy and pretty!sigh..quite dissapointed coz i didnt fulfil my shopping list!grrr..anyway,i've done packing and stuff..gonna go watch tv!toodlio!

2007-03-05T18:42:00.000-08:00

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2007-03-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

2nd march
omg!!i just came back from a party..it was totally an experience for me!!WOW WOW WOW..lol..it was nothing big..i dont know why i liked the party sooo much..haha..but OMG!!i LOVE IT!!..it was like a..umm..shit i dont know what race they are..punjabi look but muslims..u get what i mean?..it was at monterez..and bloody shit!the house..oh no..MANSION..was fricking hUGE!!!!!!!LIKE TOTALLY..the size of a football field!..my gosh..so samilia took me on a tour around her house..i love the rooms..and the stairs!..wow..i was lazy to go to this function at first..like..HUH?..we were the early birds..can u imagine 8.45 sampai..still too early..lol..then i made new friends!!ayesha and samilia..and holy shit..i saw the most ever ever ever ever ever everX100000000..beautiful girl man..she's my age too..but she looks 28!!..i was like..NO SHIT!!lol..damn beautiful..definately a miss world!!like wow..then there was this hunk..mama n samilia think he's hot..i dont think so..he was the pakistan's embasador's son..samilia bet me 10 bucks if i go up and talk to him..i was like sure..(coz i wasnt interested in him)..so i went to the waiter and ask for teh tarik cup in my so called "american" accent..and the "hunk" was next to me..i was like shit..when to say hi when to say hi?!?!..didnt know how to start the line..lol..so i chicken out..hehe..he's from sunway uni..lol..it was FUN!!lol..the conversation..the atmosphere with the background "urbuk??" music..damn nice..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D
haha!the nokia video.LMAO!

23rd february 2007

2007-02-24T06:18:00.000-08:00

2am:I NEEDED MY DIARY.(someone takleh harap!=P)

*speechless*..today’s just not the right day..everything just turned upside down..first was..my birthday party had to be cancelled..i did the invitation last minute and had to inform everyone that’s it’s cancelled after that..phew..nevermind that..i wasn’t really looking forward for tonight’s party..more towards my 15th bhangra night birthday party!(if my results are good)..anyway,I received a very shocking and unexpected news in the afternoon..Ashraf got admitted in the hospital..icu man..for I don’t know what cause..sooner and later,mama updated me with what’s going on..and it seems that ashraf is diabetic..it’s a long story though..but I shall summarize it for u guys..it seems that ashraf has been consuming coke eversince he was small..his glucose level was 83 when 7 is considered diabetic..it was hard to believe because he’s only 20..so that night was my so called “party”..it was supposed to be converted to some baca yasin thingy..but they didn’t actually do it in the end..the aunties all came and I listened to the stories..Uncle haron who’s a doctor first question when he heard that his glucose level was 83 was..”is he still alive…?” My gosh..he was about to die earlier in the afternoon..struggling and screaming in pain..everything was chaotic..the only word mama used to describe the situation in the afternoon was..like a circus..i don’t know what to say..maybe if u guys “KNOW” him then u would understand how I feel..when mom told me the story..it was just soo sad to hear and I pitied him so much until I just had to cry in my room and pray to god..so the “party” still went on..except with sober looks and no music..lol..somehow,my friends still showed up..lol..when I cut my birthday cake..i was quite proud of myself that I cancelled the party and didn’t want to have too much fun for ashraf’s sake..but mom was still convincing me to have it when I was about to cancel it..so mom made a speech about my action and aunty sherry kept on patting my back as a sign of..”that’s the way it should be..”as the night went on..we received news that his glucose level has reduced from 83 to 50..and to 25..this I gotta tell u ..was such a relief!gosh..somehow I just had a feeling that he’s going to make it..so after the party..i was too desperate to see his condition..so I told omar to tag along with me..so 12.30 I went with aunty sherry to the hospital..and before that we passed by omar’s school and almost got into an accident!!aunty sherry’s gila and damn cool man..lol..i sat at the drivers seat and held up a conversation with her..then omar accompanied me to go up coz mom left with aunty sherry already!i couldn’t think of anything that time..i was shaking in the lift..squeezing omar’s arms soo tight!!it’s my first time to an icu ward..omar was calming me down..tears was ABOUT TO stroll down my cheeks!..i wished I was there in the afternoon where everything was soo dramatic and full of suspense..i went to see ashraf inside the icu room and was totally numb to see him in that condition..with tubes and wires here and there..i could see his younger brother imran’s eyes full of misery..so grown up when I could still remember the time where we used to play pillow fight and swim in the river 7 years ago..lol..HAIH..the last time I ever felt this way was when my late aunty passed away 3 years ago..hmm..my head was spinning the whole day..i felt like shit,depressed and goddamn fucked up..a mixture of everything..jeez..so the party went quite well..we watched movies,and most of the people who came were “talented” and could play the piano..so we took turns to show off our skills..lol..i played flight of the bumble bee,my way and fur elise..lol..i received quite a number of presents that I like..mostly $$$$!..but hey,good news!i’m an aunty!and the baby was born a day after my birthday!weeeeeee~and mama was wondering why aunty sherry told her i'm such a "fine" girl..i think it was the conversation i had with her in the car..anyway,that’s it..shall updated with ya’ll 2morrow..=)

lol with syaz's friends.

sofy,zules,fanna,farrah,gua,dayana.

ok can i sambung over here?hehe..24th february '07

Anyway,GREAT NEWS!he’s back and alive!lol..HOOORAY!so today I had people who came over to see my dance..lol..promote woo..haha..performing at some wedding..hmm..so yea..half of the day was spent at the hospital..thank god zuly was there to accompany me!lol..ashraf is back!!the first thing I’m going to do when I see this dude is..run to him and start grabbing his legs!!..my gosh..n tell him how I had to sacrifice my party just for his sake!..but he’s still on the hospital bed..hehe..it was really touching and SWEET to see his girlfriend next to him all the time..my god..i was telling myself if my boyfriend was ever in this condition,I’d marry him straight away no matter how disfunctional he is!sympathy man..lol..ashraf seemed more calm when his girlfriend was by his side..so me and zuly came up with a very flot assumption and lame moral values to tell our mommy..MUST HAVE BOYFRIEND in case this sort of things happen..haha..makes us HAPPY to cure faster!..lol..but anyway,this is a lesson to learn la..life is fragile..and u cant only think of god when something like this happen..god was just testing on all of us maybe..when come to think of it..it’s such a waste working hard to achieve your dreams when something like this happen..i wonder why work hard..reality is..very odd..you do something and in the end everyone will die..ok wait..i have no point..haha..so i’ve decided to change my ambition now..i want to be..a doctor!i wanna help people and work in an icu ward..lol..where I can see all the action n dramatic scene take place!..hahaha..yeap,I’ve always liked all this stuff!..then I visited my cousin with her 3 year old baby..it’s like 2 different world..one is happy and all calm..the other one is like..the end of the world!..it’s soo amazing looking at a new born baby..something just triggered me..i cant wait to have my own one too one day..lol..i know this seems freaky!..lol..but i wish I was in the same condition as ashraf..i wouldn’t mind being in his state rather than watching it..hurts even more to see it..it’s quite nice actually..everyone will have sympathy on you..and it’s the time to ask for whatever u want!..lol..haha..jk..ok TAHI again!! i cant remember what I wanted to say already..GRRR..RAWR RAWR!!BYE

happy birthday to me!

2007-02-20T20:56:00.000-08:00

hello hey hi sup yo..assalamualaikum warrohmatullahiwabarokatu ustazah..aloha..vanakam..bonjour..good morning..night evening afternoon midnight..dan selamat sejahtera saya ucapkan kepada rakan saya sekalian..hehe..anyway,i have no idea what to write in today's blog!blame it on *coughs* *toooooooooooot*!(censored..15 and below ONLY) i bet u guys can tell by reading my loooooooong introduction..ok straight to the point sonia!so today is...MY BIRTHDAY!!!!*cheers alone* i forgotten that it's my birthday!wow..time flies really FAST..too fast man..the next thing i know..i'm 70 with white hairs and on a wheelchair!NOOOOOO..!!thank god we can do facelifts now!a toast to the person who invented BOTOX YO!or who knows another decade there'll be pills to make u look young FOREVER..hehe..so let's talk about sonia's 2007 birthday present list!..*reads outloud* a pony ride,superman's underwear (original ones PLEASE),mermaids inside my fish pond,space ship and brad pitt inside my room!=D lol crap..anyway,last night was zuly's surprise party..!i was late so ended up like a surprise for me instead!the food was finger and armpit and toes licking good!too much to eat..oh and i ordered fruitpunch..it tasted aweful..soo sour!and i was wondering why is there like two different shades of colour..so i stirred the drink..and tadaaa!much better!..haha..everyone were laughing..kampung girl from tanjung rambutan!..lol..it was a sit down dinner so all we did just mingled around belasah sumo with everyone..then the birthday cake arrived!as usual..i was soo blurr..wondering why aunty za's asking me to sit next to zuly and blow the candle..lol..i had to go back early..=( but yea..zuly called around 12 and they all sang happy birthday to me!so sweet of her..oh and special thanx to shah rukh han!lol..THE END..

oh then in the afternoon..jin and chen came over..jin wanted me and sofia to be in his video..some nokia competition..i couldnt stop laughing!because we look like a really poor company trying to do a movie!haha..tak cukup duit..faris was like the "one man budget"..he's the guy who holds the lyrics and starts the song..ajin was the director.."put on ur best outfit"..me n sofia were like..huh?so we came down in our pyjamas instead!lol.damn sarcastic..we had to "act"..my scene was more like..the garang-pissed facial expression..really funny!and the last part was i had to fall into the pool..and after that ajin was like..ok go blow ur hair and pakai cantik2 back..i was like..WTH!!SLAP his face man..and i'm not goin to get paid for doing this summore!so yea..cny hols sucks..i listed down soo many activities to do during the hols but can never accomplish all of em..study study ONLY..sigh..but nvm..sacrificing is always worth it!MUST BEAT BENJAMIN!!ok TAHI!..i had a lot of things to talk about but i lost the paper..so yea..TOO BAD!=p-to be continued!ngeeeee..9.48pm= a very unlucky birthday for me!down with a flu!sigh..so i accompied mom to get grocerries in the evening..was soo tired..all i did was push the shopping cart and stared at the people there..lol..there was this chinese guy..i assume that he's 50?i wouldnt say that he's retarded..but "special"..he was carrying a PAIL and putting all the things he bought inside there..and was soo busy body looking at the content of MY shopping cart..and me and sofy gave him the "what punk?!
look..lol..k that was totally exagerrating.. then there was this 2 foreign ppl who went to the veggie session and started sniffing everything there!i was like..EEWW..conteminating the vegetables only..i should be doing that!haha..spread the virus that i'm having right now!..lol..oh then i saw this lady with her son..my god..her dressing was like a rocker man..haha..she looked UBBER YOUNG to have a son..then there was this chinese lady..with the most sepet eyes i've ever seen..i think she has difficulties to see things..lol..oh last but not least..there was this little girl..EXTREMELY CUTE!!sitting in the cart..she's soo small but speaks really well..the 3rd cutest baby i've ever seeeen!!and crap..i had soo many entries but half of it is gone..WHO STOLE IT HUH?!..!

a pic of sofy n the director..

hmm..old entry =)

2007-01-24T07:47:00.000-08:00

alright folks..i'm back..i'm sick right now..all i can do is just..sit at home n rest..feeling very uncomfortable..having a very weird sickness..it's not a fever..nor a cold..just sooo restless right now..head is aching everytime i try to do something.. i cant seem to do anything..tried hitting the piano..but lost concentration after 5 mins..the weather is just too hot..was supposed to fast 2day..but had to break fast coz of my sickness..anyway...school holidays is about to end..felt very short..because my schedule was soo freaking tight..too many activities..havent even started with my sejarah folio..well guess wut..i earned some cash during the school holidays..organising parties..non-stop..4 days in a row..baking cakes..doing name cards..ordering balloons n banners..phew..i find it quite boring now..it has always been the same thing with parties now..eat n dance floor..n i realised that if u dont have a budget of a thousand ringgit..no way u can host a "hip" party..should try to come up with something different now..but yea..my cuzzie hosted a sit down dinner..n hell yea..i was sweating A LOT because organising this function for her doesnt involve any of my brains or thinking..but energy!..soo much work..i agreed to help her..but idiot..everything i did wasnt appreciated by her..she didnt even say thank you to me..how rude..but that's her..the setting was very nice..and the night was soo serene with slow jazzy back ground music..n last minute changes on the food..we had 5 courses..i was soo busy keeping the sparkling juice flowing on every guest..i didnt expect it to be soo tiring..yea..but she's soo rude..she'll never say anything nice about me..didnt comment anything..haih...well..good luck to her..(doesnt matter if u'r reading this..)..but she's still my favourite cuzzie..anyway..yea.. sofy's birthday at ms read..again..i was down with a cold..n yea..it was quite a turn down..i guess her friends are still not matured enough for having sit down birthday parties...it was during tea time..n everything was soo chaotic n messy..well...i know i could do better if i had more time n if sofy's friends are not BORING n had personalities..then followed by zuly's party..i was expecting it to be more happening though..after talking to the decorater n stuff..on how the preparation was going to be like..n she hired a belly dancer for 500 bucks..well..this i gotta tell u..was seriously a turn off..they said the belly dancer is an arab..but hell no..she performed for 5 mins only..n holy shit..her stomach was flabby!!..n flat chested..i was like..huh!?..u call this belly dancing?!..i can even do that!..i've seen better ones..haih..n also..we didnt play any games..dance floor..hmm..was supposed to be at the garage...but then ended up..sumwhere else..it was too open..was okay..there should be more people n a very small close up area for the dance floor..but the guest who came..they didnt take the effort to dress as an arab..except for emma n stuff..she rented her outfit..ouh yea..me n sofy..we cant boogie anymore!..rigty-o..so then..i had my grade 7 piano exam..i was aiming for a distinction..well..i got sooo nervous..n yea..couldnt even press the key properly..more like..a fail!..but yea..i skipped from grade 5 to 7..soo..it's not easy okay!..but the examiner rocks..gave me a chance to do my pieces again..after thinking about it again..i think he was really nice..seriously..he was helping me to score more..u know what?!..i didnt give my best shot at all..haih...anyway..i'm participating in a chopin competition!!..weee...n guess wut..if i pass the audition..i'll get to actually compete in warsaw!..but heck..chopin's pieces are soo difficult..n omg..i'm listening to chopin's pieces right now..it's...wow...u just have to listen to it..i wish i could play like him...alright..after party-ing at zuly's crib..i managed to forget about how i did in my piano exam..well lot's of stuff happened during the school holidays though..good news..bad news..parties..good news was..i'm soo proud of my sister!!..yea..she got a scholarship...a very prestigious scholarship by bank negara..2000 applied..n 15 got it..n she's one of them..daddy is soo relief..saved his money..lol..n i had a talk with mom..she's just soo good..i mean..on how she wants us to be..leading us the way..but we're just too blind to see it..even though we fight back n disagree..but she knows what's good for us..n i realise..having good grades doesnt mean u can go far in life..because there's soo many of them who's smarter..n plus my sister..her results wasnt that "amazing"..but it's the skill of life they call it..that's y she got it..experiences..talent..that's what people are looking for nowadays..for now..i dont know how i want my future life to be..there's soo many things i want to do..but all of it requires hard work..mom says..anything can happen..but it's just that..i dont believe in something which is possible to happen..being the best especially..we think being average is ok..i think of that too at times..soo afraid to face the future..i wish i wasnt even born.......garrrr..

SoBs

2007-01-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

omg!!i totally screwed up in today's debate try out!how embarassing it was..especially to ms ruth and mr jacobs!..yikes!!i was quite confident i was gonna get it coz for the upcoming dato wira competition they needed only 1 bumiputera..so i was like..ok cool..my competitor was "JUST" mirza..(what happened to the malays man?!)..right..mirza's f5 btw and they usually pick the f4's and f5's..i was like..damn u mirza!and mirza said..dont worry..u speak good english..i was like..RIGHT..jangan la ckp kuat kuat malu ni..haha!(someone's line)..anyway,i entered the room and greeted the two teachers..and miss ruth said.."oooo,we have a baby"..they gave me a topic to debate about "reward's better than punishment" ..it was like an impromptu thingy..totally mind numbing!!!i knew i could do better la..i mean,a prepared presentation would be better!!SIGH!!i did soo badly!!very dissapointing laa..!!it was a solo thing too..soo i crapped like crap!!only a few words came out and the atmosphere was silent for 30 secs?..anyway..forget about that..so pn noorhana's lecture in class really had a point today..1/2 of the geography period was spent on her..lecturing and babling bout kids in this new generation..too much influences by their friends and they end up trusting their friends more than their parents..she gave advices to us to make friends with the right people who are concern about studies..and just ditch and drop those who does unproductive things..i knew and thought about this even before i entered secondary school..especially government schools..i didnt really want to make friends with the malays because i dont wanna end up using all those "dow..sial..aku kau" languages..i still kept my word until today..that's the whole point of me being a probate..2 discipline myself and mix with the right people..so probation started yesterday..i got the worst duty post ever!..it was at the basketball court!!total exposure to the hot sun!!..i kept on applying my 130spf sunblock every 5 mins..lol..benjamin and aaron came over to so called "pay a visit"..they had a BURPcontest..yucky..although they were annoying..i find it really cute though..and thoughtful!haha..i shoooed them off by pretending to write their names..haha..oh and i had piano lessons today..it sucked as usual coz i didnt really practice..grade 8 man and i'm still clowning around!grrr..soo yea..this morning,mom was telling me to be a doctor instead of an architect..i told her it was my 2nd choice anyway..Dr. Sonia.heh.and she was being soo sporting..asking me to throw a birthday party(coming soon!21st feb!remember that!!) when i'm usually the one begging on my knees to have one..but come to think of it..it's exam year..and i dont wanna waste daddy's money..coz i'm planning to throw the biggest sweet sixteen birthday party ever next year (if i get 8 a's)!the theme would be..gangster!!and i'll hire those awesome pondan-semi-naked dancers..wohooo..oh and i've just discovered that we actually have pills that could make us grow taller! it's called "teen growth"..n luckily girls stop growing at the age of 16!!which means i have at least another year to take those pills..hopefully i'll see the effect after 2 months of taking it..lol..3 cheers to the dude who invented those pills!..lol.. oh oh! and i'll be participating in the sungai buloh 10km merentas desa..(god knows when)..and it seems that,all those long distance runner takes power bar!!!it really helps!!wow.......oh and one more thing..i barely hear people speaking "proper english" nowadays..n it's spreading..for example.."u got see or not that movie?"..when it's supposed to be.."did u watch that movie?"..right..i'm starting to get this weird-super-contagious-disease-language thingy already...which will come naturally n i wouldnt even realised i've said it wrong (especially when i communicate with my chinese friends)..it's bloody not ok..!-to be continued-

lala.

2007-01-20T10:05:00.000-08:00

Wow.i felt old..attended 2 parties today..phew..so I went to another 14 year old girl’s bday party..i thought it was just some bbq thingy..so my plan was..once I’ve reached the place…BED time!zzzzZZzz..so I didn’t really take the effort to dress up and stuff..n suddenly there were dancefloors and stuff..i was like..oh crap..somehow I wasn’t in the mood to boogie at all!..i just felt..soo tired n when I got to the dance floor I started yawning like nobody’s business..but yea..lil kids dancing around trying to do the shimmer but failed to!hahaha..that was quite an entertainment la..i don’t know..maybe I’ve done too much of this at a very young age and find it boring and common now..sigh..so I just sat on the sofa n stared at all the mortals dancing..hmm..then after that they started to gather in a circle n did some “tricks”..especially the girls..splits and stuff..i was like..man..i wish I could join em n do my gymnast too..i still remembered how flexible I was..doing flips here n there..it was the “IN” thing back then..and now..if I ever try to do that…we’ll need an ambulance on stand-by!..haha..alright..head’s aching..tooodlio!

2nd version of ME.hah.

2007-01-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

=D goddamn it!my future is so bright till i'm blinded by it!so yea my name?wait that's not important in this case.it's "about me".well,'m 15,i'm 165 cm tall,my hair is black,i'm quite preety la but britney spears is more preety wan..now what the hell is that?!well that's too shallow to be me.soo yea.i'd categorize myself as someone "in between"..nerdy mentally but cool-hip-hop yo momma(right....) physically?..haha..so dont try to mess with me!!this is me and it doesnt matter if u hate me coz i dont live to serve other people.n like i have nothing better to do than just think of a way to solve our problem.so let me explain to u about myself from MY point of view.people find me weird.i would be the last person u would want to think of.soo my weird sense of humour and personality tends to make my friends/people minimize me.but i'm still standing.i've got the most awesome family in the world! and my mom..she's just the best..eventhough u can really hate her at times but she WILL guide u to the right path and she knows what's right..soo let's proceed with my interest..well,i believe that people with passion will be sucessful..not to be rude or anything but i really have no respect for people with no ambition.hating books doesnt classify u as the cool ones..maybe now but temporary!i'm obsessed with quotes nowadays..watching all those classic movies with mom has brainwashed me.quotes makes my words shorter and easier to describe it.example,take lives extraordinary!describing myself as someone who likes to be unique and never settle for something normal.i take risk and i'm not afraid of anything except for god.so that includes death too.just bring it on!i can be really out-going at times but i'd prefer keeping my mouth shut.observing others so that i wont make the same mistakes as them.i prefer lazing around at home rather than "lepak".i spend my free time at home designing houses,blogging,piano,dancing and lots more.it's all about passion that makes me want to do all this stuff.it never bores me.but i'm really keen to be an architect!words cant describe how much i'm into it!!but my drawings would i guess..i love looking at houses! and observing ideas.getting number 1 in class for my finals really changed me mentally.i kept on thinking it was luck but it proved to me that anything can be achieved by working hard and putting in some effort.well i'm not really impressed because i think malaysian education is waaay behind compared to the americans.they're powerful technic of teaching and general knowledge.i've come to a point that religion can be really important in life.i can never stay out after 7 it gives me the creeps by just looking at the sky.it gives me the responsible to get my ass back home and perform my prayers.so i barely miss my maghrib prayers.i'm training myself to be discipline now.but without the help of my strict parents it'll never happen.avoiding myself from even trying to smoke and hanging out at night with friends.ladida.oh i used to get really picky when it comes to making friends.u cant smoke,u have to look clean and neat,u have to be smart..haha..not anymore now after i've found out almost everyone smokes..lol.and i cant understand why kids in this new generation are striving hard to be "cool" especially malaysians who gets influenced with the americans.and soon our culture will fade away and it wont goddamn give them any benefit.well that was me back then until i got knock by a hammer!soo yea.i like to dream..but not dream about my lover and just let my hormones over flow! but heck..dreams u freakass.i wanna be rich in the future of course..so i'm currently trying to think a way that would make me rich instantly.coming up with things soo unqiue.example designing a car with hairdryers and all those make-up trays for the dumb blondes.or maybe marry someone rich!muahaha. but crap..rich boys are soo spoilt!i have soo many things on my mind till i have to carry a small notebook everywhere i go.i'm very organised.i have my schedule n it saves my life!!cause time is really precious to me..i have a mind of an adult..i prefer mixing with older people..i also love organising parties,choreographing and being in-charge.it keeps my life busy and i also make money out of it.i like to lead!i dislike very much people who judge others physically.it shows how narrow u are.so feck off.sacrificing is always worth it.oh it's really pathetic how my friends just come n go.so it's a waste of time if i start to introduce myself to u.n gosh i wish someone soooo amazing like him could walk in again and light me up again!but fooook him too.HAHA.i'm not all prepared for this "coupling" yucckee -lets-go-all-touchy-and-emo YET.unless u'r someone soo innocent and really difficult to resist!hehe NOT!as a kid,focusing on my studies and future is what i'd prefer and after that let's have a 2 years relationship and get married ok!?YEAY or maybe not.single and loving it!lol so yea i've already planned my future..and i even have book for it!sometimes i wish i could feel how it's like to be in other people's shoes like the celebrities or maybe really poor people who are suffering.looking at those preeety,famous people in magazine makes me feel like they never exist and eventhough i get to see them in reality they're like plastics!so,last but not least...PLEASE!take me to new york!!!!i want to be there and i will be there!i want to proceed studying architecture there and take performing arts!god!! new york is where i belong!!..sighh..

BEST DAY EVER!

2006-11-20T19:13:00.000-08:00

omg!i just came back from school..n u wont beieve this..i went to get my position in class..n hell yeah!!..i got number 1!!..#1!!...number 1 in class!..omg..i'm soo happy!..i cant believe i managed to kick those smarty chinese asses!..proving to the teachers n others that i can be the best! n that malays can do it too!n especially benjamin!..the geek in class..wow..this is the best year!except that i was quite dissapointed cuase my friends werent there to witness this sweet sucess of mine!..jeezz..i hope there's gonna be a hari kecemerlangan next year! i really wanna go on stage n get my prize!and i also my name would appear in the gemala mag!but anyway..i would like to thank my mom!!..SOO MUCH!!..with all the scolding i got from her..it's all worth it!..hard work is the best key to sucess man!..YEAY YEAY YEAY!..i realise if i stay focus,work hard, i'll get whatever i want..it's really cool for a person like me to get number 1..people wont underestimate me..n yea..i'm not just good in my studies!..but talent too!!..yes!..even number 1 for talent quest!..n will work out with my looks one day..hahaha..it feels really good getting number one folks..seriously..getting all the attention n a smile glued on ur face..this is just awesome!best year ever!.all i gotta do now is just to maintain n control myself!..discipline myself..n yea..mom's qoute n mine from now on.."boyfriend makes u stupid"..anyway yeay yeay!!oh and great news to all my friends!i might not shift to a new school!..yippie!!i cant wait to shift to the new hse too..everything is just GREAT!!.. except that when it rains it pours..baaahh..k im off to run naked around the hse!haha..

BROKE

2006-11-20T19:10:00.000-08:00

i think i know why i keep on running out of cash these days..unlike last time..where i used to be the richest among my sisters..coz i'm very concern about where my money goes to..but now i'm so undiscipline..i spend A LOT on unnecessary stuff..n yea that sux..i like to eat..so i usually spend money on food..shit lar..i'm not discipline at all these days!!..i told myself to control on the food i take!..but i still dont..n yea..i buy non-sense which i wont make any use out of it..n i'll come back thinking what i actually bought..n soon regret..pity me..if only i'm rich lar..then i wont be blogging right now n complain on the non-sense i buy..lol..but yea..i give out money to people in school coz i pity them..n from 10 bucks..i'll end up having 2 bucks..when i need a minimum of 3 bucks to survive in school..but yea..mom says dont be soo snobbish..n dont ever think that ur "rezeki" is going to finish..u have to share it with people..patience..ouh ya..another thing..i realise that i have too many stuff..n i keep on losing my stuff..i never take care of my stuff anymore!..can u believe that!?..i dont have to repeat this again...but i WAS SOOO DISCIPLINE LAST TIME!!!!..shit lar..i hate myself..yea...no no to shopping..n i cant wait to move out..in that case..i dont have to shove all my clothes into the closet..HAHA..u know what i mean..anyway..i didnt go to school 2day..n i was supposed to stay at home n STUDY with mom but she brought me to ou to spend time with my Big sista n her friend!..look how lazy n all happy-go-lucky i am..i take life too easy man..n i hate my posture these days..goddamn it u suck sonia!righty-o..i'm about to finish installing the sims 2!..g2g..

School.

2006-11-20T19:07:00.000-08:00

this is my 2nd time posting the same blog!!..grr..so now..it's not as nice as my first one!..coz i cant remember what i wrote..stupid shit..well..just read la if u feel like it..ok guess wut happened to me in school today..i was very unlucky!..it was just not my day!..first..i fell from the stairs..ended up with bruises on my legs n hands..ouch..hell yeah it hurts!..n it was embarassing coz people were laughing at me..well who bloody cares..my chin was still UP..haha..right..2nd..ok..lemme start all the way from the beginning..it was pj time..n yeah...my classmates have such a heavy arse!!they dont do a single shit durin pj..just DREAM..especially the girls..i'm soo sick of being just like em..sitting n reading/ talking to my friends during pj time..soo..i decided to basketball..stupid navreet go n use my name!!..argh..fariz was so mean!!..n rude!..i hated him the whole day 2day..(i dont care if u'r reading this..=p)because he didnt allow US(me,aziemah n navreet) to play!..but yea..apologising always work..so we're cool..so fine..u dont let us play, we'll just leave the court..then we decided to play football with the boys at the flora field..F*** the malays la!..they think they're sooo cool...they didnt allow us to play!!..of course..i got realy annoyed with bloody adam..damn kecoh n i hate that attitude of his..i hate him now!(dont sit in front of me la plz..argh...)he kicked us out..he suggest we leave the field..can get injured n stuff..but what do i care?..he thinks i'm soo girlish n stuff..when no..i was really in a mood to get mean n dirty..the chinese n indians were soo supportive!..asking us to join in..that's what i like about them..then another bloody person..which was chan yew..had to kick the ball soo hard!!!...until..omg..i felt like i've lost my fingers!!..words cant describe how painful it was!but then..i had to control my macho-ness..if not adam would say things..ok..y should i be afraid of him?!..i wish i had a gangster group who's on my side..n would just bash him up whenever i give them a call..but oh well..i'm a just a nobody where my friends dont really care for..except my mommy..who's really supportive..but heck..she cant handle this situation!..soo then..we got kicked out..n felt embarassed..from that time onward..i wished i was a daughter to a billion aire man..i would just call daddy n ask him to build a new field for me!!..where only MY friends n people who were kind to me are allowed to play!..so we just walk off..thinking of other things to play with..i wonder how zuly can play with her classmates..they were soo rough!!..n omg..i must be really weak!..ok..then i found a bunch of loser people who dont even know how to kick a ball at the field..so we decided to crash their group n be part of them!..n yeah..they were friendly..n not soo rough..i scored during a penalty!..i've never played football before..so i just..did the technique that i saw in the world cup..where u stand 5 metres away from the ball..run at the speed of 20 km/h..ahaha..jk..but i'm soo proud of myself!..n we actually won!..(girls vs boys..) yea..i'm joining em every week for football from now on..our team was multi-racial..n i just love it..our mission is to be part of the MANCHESTER UNITED TEAM!!...woooo!!..i know it is impossible..but next thing u know..u'll be seing our team in ripley's believe it or not!...from losers to CHAMPIONS!..omg..u know what?..i think i should record a video of how pathetic we USED to play..haha..but we're going to train ourselves..but b4 we be part of the mu team..we're going to beat those..dickheads..who didnt allow us to play with em..n they might need to relocate their bones once they compete with us!!..HA!..soo yea..what a day!..one more thing..i got annoyed with navreet who couldnt stop saying the F*** word the whole day 2day!..yeap..THE END..

Interest.

2006-11-20T19:05:00.000-08:00

Hey yo!guess what..i've found some new interest n obsession!!..right..the things that keeps me busy in life n HAPPY!..yes..u know how depress i am most of the time..i can really depend on these things which will be useful in the future n also..very long lasting compared to the hapiness my friends n the people around me brings..n hey!..who knows..if i'm left all alone in this world! where noone gives a shit to me?..soo yea..i feel like i have no life if i just laze around..i've just discovered (4 days ago) that designing is very interesting n fun..wtv creative ideas n what i wish to have which i cant have..i'll draw it..example..wanting an absolutely awesome room with coolies stuff in it..a huge mansion..n i'll map it on a graph paper..well that was my old way of designing..n now..i'm already designing it 3D!!..coming up with a few unique designs..quite proud of my drawings too..=D..using my bare hands..a pencil n piece of paper...computers excluded..well..not that i'm a professional..but one day..i want to be a well known architect for modern houses..i havent gone totally detailed with my drawings yet..still in progress..but i'm already usin colour pencils as a start..yeap..quite determine to be an architect now..n also an id..lucky for zuly her mommy's passing her achitecture business to her..that way she doesnt really have to work hard n find workers..yeap..planning to work 2gether..but MAYBE not..i wont get to be the boss..which u know..i'm a person who always like to lead..not to be perasan or anything..but yea..i've always had this leadership qualities in me..ever since i was a kid..bossing around with other people which will make others hate me..but yea..it has sorta like fade away as time passes by..argh..y the hell am i sooo lazy!?okay..lets proceed...2nd is..my BLOG!..yeap..i go to school on weekdays n spend my free time during the weekends blogging..it's not really working..to me it's like..theraphastic..how it makes me feel soo satisfied..releasing all the curiosity i've had..it's like..a bus stop..where u drop off the passengers n upload again..yeap..i've replaced my notebook with my blog..i got soo fed up because i keep on forgetting things..so end up carrying a notebook where ever i go..it's very useful...my blog is...hmm..EVERYTHING..everything is just there..writing down about my thoughts n other people reading it..it makes me feel even better if i get responds from other bloggers..my buddy fariz is just soo nice to give comments..i think we have some things in common..our point of view in life..he's starting to blog now..however i think the words he uses are more powerful than mine..maybe i should read more..but nice blog lar..n we also face thru almost the same thing..PROBLEMS n both having "unique" personalities n thinking on us..but yea..the only dude i can tell my problems to..damn concern at times..but yea..sometimes i just feel soo lonely without any "true" friends by my side..so he'll be the person i'll seek for..kay..rock on dude..3rd is..well..every kids favourite!..CHOCOLATES!!..mrs fields cookies is number 1!!..baskin robbins is my 2nd best n followed by famous amos cookies..argh..that's y i'm soo chubby n fat now!!..ouh and also..i just feel like travelling around the world now..a few places that i want to visit n go again..NEW YORK . LONDON . BALI . MECCA . INDIA . AUSTRALIA . SINGAPORE . HONG KONG . PARIS . HAWAII . AFRICA . INDONESIA . EGYPT . JAPAN . ISTANBUL ...i really want to go to mecca after watching it on national geographic..can u imagine..being in a country where it's just religious muslim people..n mom says..when u'r there..u'll feel really close to god..n also to know more about the religion..i so love my religion..an american lady changed her religion to a muslim because if u'r a chirstian..if u praise jesus who is a god then why does jesus praise god..yea..sometimes..i just want to be religious..to do the right thing..what to do n not to do if ur a muslim..and also be a hafiz..memorizing the whole quran..but i'll just have to suffer n drop all the enjoyment in life..n having everything "simple"..quite boring..anyway..happy merdeka to u ppl who's soo jobless n reading this LAME blog agusfspfhd of mine...get a life shit head..ciao

Outing.

2006-11-20T19:02:00.001-08:00

15.sept.2006
OMG..what-a-day.i had the 50-50 most awesome-st (i know this word doesnt exist) day ever ..school sucked as usual.asreen made my day by lending me her shopaholic story book (my final series!)..then i had my fricking sejarah test..i got totally blank for a moment (after all the effort i've put in to memorize n understood)..but teacher wasnt in class..so yea..i did flipped through a few pages from the text book...hehe..AnyhoOo..no biggie..ouh..then there was sum dude in the car stalking us as we were walking back from school!..it was freaky..then i went to klcc..i took the train there!...it's was soo fun! (eventhough it was jst with mom n sofy)..i wonder y ppl dont use all the public transport the goverment has provided for us..n plus..it's anti-pollution..lol..cheap though n convenient..(it felt like singapore's subway..)then i chilled with mom at dome..had my cup of iced choco while sofy was having her tap rehersal..Opu n Aunty sherry joined us later..went searching for mints (coz they had durian!eee) around the mall at 11.30 pm..(uhh..duuh..the shops were already closed)u know what..i have not actually discovered the entire building of klcc..i hated going there last time..but it's actually huge n a nice place to hang out..lots of cafe's u see..hmm..then we managed to get the mint gum in starbucks for 10 bucks!..that's the only choice..bad breath for tany n opu or mint..but that was the nicest starbucks i've ever seen!..it's soo cozy!..(maybe it was the weather..but still)..people were with their laptops n latte's..and the view of the city..it was fantastic..i would want to hang out there!..i just cant wait to reach that certain age where u get a total control of urself..yea..then we had supper in pelita kl..the chit-chat n gossip among us was VERY interesting..lol..back home at 3am n 5 hours of sleep..opu's devils and angels party this friday!..ouh ps..i want to plan a day out with my friends.take the train to kl!..n chill at cafes looking at people passing by n have the best conversation ever..take pix n shop..somehow..the way i'm picturing it rite now is like..i'll be the only one enjoying it..haha..ouh shit..i forgot..i barely have friends who would want to be my follower..my weird personality tends to make ppl minimize me..but hey i enjoy it a lot ok!..wtv makes me HAPPY i'm ok =)

16.sept.06
heck yea i didnt get enough sleep last nite..i hate it when i never seem to get enough sleep..makes me feel ugly n SICK..we had breakfast in sarah's house..nasi lemak!..with almost the whole relative..n of course..mom will never stop planning..next month to indon lar..december to uk..april to NEW YORK!!..aussie..bali..i just love travelling..then to kak hana's mansion!..in bj too..she's pregnant! YEAY!..(first niece/nephew from mom's side)i just cant wait to move there..i wanna spend my free time taking care of the baby..and when the baby's 4 years old..he/she will have piano lessons with me!n sofy says she wants that baby to be the youngest dj!..yea..lots n lots of plans..i soo totally cant wait to see my room!..to finally have my own room!..n a walk-in closet..i seriously need more space for my outfits man..n chill by the pool!..next year..the only place where u can find me is in my house/room..yea..i'll be changing my style next year..get a really short haircut n change my dressing..n attitude too..i'll be in a diff school..it's like..a new life..ok ok..we've gone out of topic..i'm supposed to tell about wut happened today!!..FOCUS..yea..then me,sarah n tania went to ou..pak cak gave $1000 to shop..for sarah's bday present..it was fun..went window shopping..omg..i seriously cant shop anymore..last time i used to be the born-to-shop girl..but now..uhhh...LAME..ouh..i bought a mini gumball machine..lol..i freaking shop for non-sense these days!..god damn it!..but u know wut!..i saw this extremely cool TOY!! which i'm going to get for my new room..i just cant describe it over here..yea..tania went to the salon so it was just me n sarah walking around the mall..we had lunch at ms read..we shared classic chocolate cake with ice-cream on top..it was sooo divine!!..tasted soo good..i barely have proper meal these days!it's just chocolates chocolates choclates!..i seriously have to go on a major diet now!!..we talked n talked..everything was laid back..no rushing..no disturbance..more like a girls day out..i loved the outing..soo tired walking..n searching for sarah's handbag!!..ouh i soo wanted the nine west polka dots wedges!!..OMG OMG!!..i need money man!!!...I NEED IT TO FULFILL MY NEEDS!!..to get what i want!!..grrr..at times u just feel soo annoyed..unable to buy something which u'r craving for!..HAIH..pity me lar..ouh..but that wasnt the end of the day yet..we went to parade!..uhhh...i walked around the mall with sarah...anyway..the room's extremely messy n i dont seem to bother cleaning it up like i used to..haih..look how spoiled i am!!..i keep on losing my things..so yea..i had soo much fun..it was average..a day out which satisfies a person without the needs to spend money or wtv..just with relatives..BIG HEART.

CHILL

2006-08-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

here's a list of things that makes me feel relaxed..
first of all..life will never be relaxing for me IF i dont have my ipod..sunnies..sunblock..magazines n nice story books..hot chocolate with marsh mallows..jazzy songs to listen to..yeap..

-CHILLING!!..in a pool..(i cant wait to move out!)..that'll be my sunday morning routine..reading magazines..n having a great breakfast..awww...
-Bubble bath!!..lots n lots of bubbles..with a breath taking view in front..(just like my uncle's pent house!!)..with scented candles and nice,relaxing songs n ice lemon tea!!
-PICNIC!..at the park..but NOT malaysian park please....the air is bloody polluted n ergh..i'd die due to heat wave!..haha..yea..reading..n painting!!..yeap..
-BEACH!!..yes yes yes!!...sandy ,clear crystal beach water..argh...can never resist..tanning sunblock on,sunnies,bikini,magazines,lattes,ipod and a massage!..PERFECT!..
-LIVE BAND!..in a lounge..n also...VIEWS needed!!..hot chocolate with marshmallows for supper..with my friends/family..consider it as..my love ones!..great conversations will always spice it up.. very cozy..
-riding a bike on top of a hill early in the morning..when it's drizzling..n the very nice..fresh air early in the morning..
-so in conclusion...i LOVE views..i wanna live right in the middle of new york city..waking up every morning..n having something to do..but before i start doing anything..i'll just have to get myself a latte!..haha..i'm soo dreaming right now..but i'm so gonna work hard ok!n earn MONEY!!..n buy myself..a PENT HOUSE right in the middle of the city withan -ahhh -so-lovely VIEW of the city!!..uh-huh -uh-huh!!..yeah bebeh!..or a house on a hill or something..right in front of the beach!..and get myself a horse!..weee!

just a letter.

2006-08-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

Racism Strikes Subang Utama...

ok i dont give a shit what you guys think..of how serious i am towards racism..i'm just fighting for my rights..i get annoyed..it's not jealousy or wtv..u may say i talk as if i think i'm always right..i know i should be a perfectionist before saying all these stuff that makes me sound as if i think i'm the best..but no..i have my weakness too.. wtv crap shit..but this is just my point of view n here's a letter from me to the school..

i'm sittin right here,in this unfinished hall..observing and listening to the speeches gven by the F1 prefects..the choosen ones to be part of the B.O.Ds..i think this school is starting to get more and more racist..racism is kinda obvious now..the fact that chinese will always get a chance in this school now..stealing the spotlight from other race..getting a higher title than the other race..i can prove this to you..try looking at the list of names for the form 1 choosen B.O.Ds...90% of it are chinese..n what happened to the malays?..dont you see it?..the first impression i had on the new afternoon head prefect was...i have to say...pathetic..listening to what he had to say...the way he presented his speech was awful n horrible..he didnt have the confidence to present it..so instead..he wrote it down..i think the qualities that a head prefect should have is..being good in their studies..a straight "A" student..Discipline..speaking well..brave..talented..revolves around the school..helpful n can be trusted n most important..leadership qualities..if u cant lead..then how are you going to direct other prefects?..someone who's spirited,ambitious n brave..who really wants the post..not the ones who are FORCED to..but wtv....we call the prefects of smksu..the green dogs..seriously..the way they do their duties is like shit..they dont do anything to help the school with probelm students..just a bunch of lazy freak asses who think they rule the entire school in that uniform....but we tend to seperate from other races now..why...?i'm not insulting the chinese or anything..because seriously..i RESPECT them..for how discipline and focus they are..how they set their mind..unlike malays who only think about coolness and "lepaking"..but chinese...are damn good..in everythin they do..studies..n performing on stage..but too much of them being perfect and the best?..it's not fair..i want people to be equal these days..u dont get more n i dont get less..i realy wanted to be one of the prefect..but just because of the way i look..the i'm-bitchy-slut look..the others decided to make up stories about me..a very immature way to handle things..soo u see..my advice..dont judge a book by it's cover..i'm not saying i deserve it..but to ruin my chance to be one by just making up FAKE stories about me?..i bloody hate liars..it's something i hate THE MOST..haih..i really wanted to be one of them..to represent the malays n also to prove to people that..i can be one..coz most of them think i'm just a spoiled girl who's only interested to entertain guys..soo yea..i got pissed because of that..i hope people will learn as their life goes on..n also through my blog..i really want people to respect each other..for who we are..no judging on the skin colour ..get to know people first before taking any actions on them..you'll never know what they're like..i've learned a lot about that..dont just look down on people..just because of the way they look ..or u dont know them..i've learned to be friendly n bubbly..but not tooo friendly..but yea..i just had to be a prefect to be a better n a more discipline me..to make ppl depend on me for keeping the schools safety..n to have a responsibility... not just label me as a dumb blonde..but now..i've just sorta like..lose hope in everything..haih..

PEOPLE

2006-08-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

i realise that there's people out there who faces life differently..with different point of views and thinking..n some people who would never want to change..i thought it was easy...to make a person change..to be better of course..but it isnt..hmm..people RESPECT you for how deep ur knowledge is..not..how much money u have..so anyway..PEOPLE..confidence is what we need in malaysians thesedays..to straight talk n have open minds.. we're people..how can americans be soo good?..compared to us..we dont really think out of the box..to be unique..we're all humans..we can do it if they can..i think we..malaysians are brilliant...but we're just shy...to SPEAK UP..i've learned that u get nothing if u'r shy...even the biggest oppurtunity...not everyone gets it...n it'll just drift away..soo yea..confidence..KNOW what you want ..set ur mind for it..n u'll be there..u'll get it..it takes time..but start now...ok i'm crapping..i'm just talking to myself right now..writing in my blog to remind me..to think positive..so dont bother reading it..ok..i have a few ambitions..to be an architect..a doctor..(mom's idea..but shit..we should do what we like right?..) urm..fashion designer..(somehow i dont think i will be a sucessful designer) urm..a party organiser..and also a producer..i would like to produce some good tv shows n music videos..for malaysians..well..more american type..because i think our local artist n stuff are soo lousy..(as if i have brilliant ideas..but i think there's a possibility..)n we should be supporting our local tv industries right?!...yup..like i said..think out of the box..oh..i'm still sticking with my old ambition..to own a school..or maybe be a minister of education..yeap..i would like to change the goverment schools..to give a better educationl to the poor people..n change the teaching method in schools..not just STUDY STUDY STUDY..because some students are smarter than their teachers nowadays..but encouraging kids to read..to speak well..to know more about general knowledge too..i always wanted these kind of education..usually..parents have to pay more to get better educational for their kids..but i would like to be fair..for people who couldnt afford..a possibility for their kids to be better too..talented..i wish i could do the same to other countries like indonesia..cambodia..india n soo on..if only i have the power to conquer the world..but if failure occurs..only thing to remember is not to give up on them..

CHANGES.

2006-07-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

i think our culture has sorta like fade away..i dont really know about culture..but our beautiful green land has now turned into a wanna be new york..seriously..the goverments should plan properly first before destroying our natural beauty of this country called malaysia..which is our forest..it looks ugly...like..i feel..there's nothing on this earth..what happened to the trees?..there's no more shades..and landslides keep on occuring..and bloody shit..they planned to have universal studio in johor?..just leave this to the americans please..where it ORIGINALLY came from..like..be unique n come up with ur own idea la..i dont think having universal studios in johor would attract more tourist..and build another penang bridge because we have extra money!?..i would rather spend the money to plant more huge shady trees..n wut the shit?..pak lah knows mahathir is right!..to build a new bridge from johor to singapore..for the ports..i agree with mahathir's thinking..i think mahathir was a better prime minister..after pak lah..the prices of everything has gone up..petrols n electicity..haih...soo back to where we were..i barely see any forest n clean rivers nowadays..do u?..the goverment only plans to CHOP CHOP CHOP n BUILD BUILD BUILD!!when i think we should be maintaining our natural forest..because then..we would be no different from other countries..we have tall buildings..they have too..soo..too all the lumberjacks out there..try coming up with something new please..besides chopping off the trees n scaring all the urang utans..y not build a mall in a forest!..where shops are located on top of trees...like a tree house..or in caves..haha..it's like..u dont have to go to the zoo..it's 2 in 1!..yea..that's something very unique n SAFE..no landslide..n more living things!..fresh air..n reduces the temperature of this HOT country too!..ps..we need more trees!!

DO SOMETHING.

2006-07-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

I think we should start helping others who's suffering..i believe that one day..the entire would be a better place..i dont care how long it takes..but we must have a start by just giving these people a hand..just a smile on their faces will do...we have to help them..there's people out there..with no education,who doesnt even have clean water to drink!..fighting againts aids..poor n starving...so have you been paying attention to the people around you lately?!.. dont just think there's only you in this world..that's a very selfish attitude..it's such a big world..filled with different types of culture n people..so there's no use if i'm the only one talking here..n some of them who actually speak n doesnt turn their words into action... i guess there's no use of me talking about this..what can i do to help them at this age..?..but let's just talk.. about famine...shall we?..famine strikes african countries the hardest..n it's still not over yet..i bet everyone knows that it's one of the poorest country..it doesnt just strike africa..it happens in china..india,vietnam n so on..so yea...look at how skinny this dude is?..when my mom first showed me these pictures..i thought it was bullshit..i asked myself..how could humans be as skinny as this?!..but after doing some research..i guess it's true..n it's really happening..

doesnt these pictures makes you feel sorry for them?...doesnt it make you thank god for what u have?..dont you feel lucky?..here..just close your eyes..and imagine if you're one of them..just lazing around..n wait..coz somehow..you know..you cant survive..you'll be dying soon..because noone is there to help..so u see...HELP is what they need from us..A.S.A.P PEOPLE!!..okay...we should be happy for what we are now..thank god for our country..dont you dare say that your life F***ing sux ..if urs sux..how bout theirs?dont you notice...how terrible life is to them?..it's like..they have no f***ing life!..why are the africans soo stubborn?..they dont want help..when abviously this is urgent..i pity these people for god's sake!..we shouldnt let anyone starve as bad as this..sometimes we dont even finish our food..billions of people die due to famine...in 1845 it occured because bloody english people could afford to pay higher price.. so the food was beeing shipped from ireland to england..this is shit..all this for money!?..in africa...some of them were even eating their children..when we get a taste of mcdonalds...even when food was delievered to their country..the people were already dying..it was soo bad because of the drought which destroyed the crops n reduced the food produced..well there's nothing much for me to say about this topic..just to let you guys know..that there's people who's in danger n needs help out there...so..any sollution to STOP this from happening people...? lets just pray for them..
=)

SONY's MISSION.

2006-07-21T20:32:00.000-07:00

PLACES TO VISIT!!

here's a few of the "things to do" before i reach a certain age n before marriage stops me from freedom!!.. which is having kids.. grandchildren n so on.......so b4 sonia turns 25 i guess..they say enjoy while you're still young!..so these are the things that i'm looking forward to do/visit..right..number 1...in 4 years time.. a trip to south africa where the fifa world cup is going to be held with my closest bestfriends in the future.. hopefully..zuly is one of them...coz she's like my childhood friend..just the 3 of us maybe...n a few road maps with us!..hahaha...no adults..fun isnt it?..2nd...is to travel..to other countries by car (not just ME ALONE..)..ok only sumone who's soo dumb enough would plan to drive all the way from Malaysia to the American continent?!..HAHAHAHA...right..well..to countries like..china..europe..n camp outside..this is more like an adventure!..hehe..it's going to cost quite a lot though..but it's gonna be awesome!...3rd is to visit poor countried n help the poor ppl there..n to actually capture my own picture of them instead of getting them from the net..next..is 2 go to New York!!...this is a MUST!..last but not least...to set my own record..that i've finally visited the 7 wonders of the world or maybe other wonders of the world!..woohooo!..there's more to come....=D

rasicm..

2006-07-09T10:52:00.000-07:00

rasicm...what's up with that?!..i cant stand it..from my point of view..i think people are soo selfish these days..especially malaysians..i dont know about others but we're soo rude..especially when u'r from a different race..they look down on you...they'll just seperate from other race..because they think they're soo good..is it because we're dumb?..is it because of our religion?..what's up man?!..what happened to your manners?!..what happened to thank you and please?..what happened to friendliness?..like..how come other countries have very light mouth n actually ask "how are you?" to anyone they meet..this is getting really serious..because i dont see any multi-racial among my friends..in school n stuff..well at least 5% of them are multi-racial..but hell man...i just dont get it...malays just hate chinese...whatever that involves a chinese dude they'll just BOOO at the person...why?!..is it because..they're good in everything...?..and chinese too..give the malays a chance too man..like..interact club in smsu..there's only 1 malay in the b.o.ds n the rest of it are chinese n indians..because of this..the malays in school had to put up their own club..called "setia" (which is soo jinjang to me) so that they would have a chance to lead..but it made things worst..the whole club were malays..so u see..there's no competition when this happen..if malays n chinese are together..in the same club..involve in the same things..the malays would actually work harder n fight to beat the chinese..to get a title in the club..especially the ambitious n spirited ones..we should all have TEAM WORK..different race mix with others..to learn...to speak their language..n to be caring for each other...for example..i tried to call this kakak to help me...but the kakak couldnt hear me n there was this chinese lady..she just stood there n did nothing...i was like..what the hell are u staring at?!?..(i didnt actually say that)..i mean..couldnt she help me by calling the kakak?!..coz the kakak was just freaking next to her..omg..yucks man..annoys me..n when i enter sum shops..chinese would just ignore malays..they'll give some kind of look at you..like..help yourself..when they get paid to help us..n if you're not rich or you dont look rich..you wont be getting any of their service..like wtv man....pisses me off...SO STOP RACISM!!!!...

"I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character." Martin Luther King

how stupid could they get?!

2006-07-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of the collumbine high school massacre?..well if u havent..let me summarize it for you..it took place in the united states in 1999 before 9/11..it involved two teenagers by the name of Haris and Dylan..who actually brought guns to their school and shot 12 students and a teacher..how could this happen to young kids?..dont they have any moral values in them?..i can imagine..being there..in that kind of situation..hiding under tables..n praying that hopefully u wont die..n some of them..had to see their friends being shot right in the middle of their faces..just like that..breathing with fear..the reason why i'm bringing this topic up is because I disagree with the americans goverment and politicians who actually allow their citizen to own a gun..it's soo convenient that u can even get it in stores..without a permit to own it..and get bullets from a barber shop?!..u can even have a home made bomb..because they have books in library which teaches you to invent bombs!have they gone insance?!..F*** to the person who said guns doesnt kill,people do!..it's bullshit..it is..noone...NOONE in this world should own a gun..because a gun..DOES NOT protect you..it doesnt..if there's a killer in your hse..n you have a gun and he does too..does it make anyone better n safer?..coz one of you WILL die..because a gun..it kills u..instantly...very fast,smooth and easy..just by one shot...whereas if NOONE owns a gun..chances of you being killed would be 15%?..so it doesnt make things better!..i can tell that the situation in the states right now..is so chaotic..the reality is like a nightmare to them..it's not safe..it bloody isnt..because when u have a gun..n u've gone soo emotionally disturb..u would do anything..nothing matters anymore..u would go shooting around..taking other people's life..it doesnt mean anything to them anymore..dont they have any religion!?..doesnt anyone teach them?!..what life is all about?...war is NOT the sollution..it seriously isnt..u take thousands of ppl's lives..because it's just a number to you then..the number of cases where ppl were killed due to gunshots in germany is 368..in canda..138..n in the states..it's 11379 a year!!..can you imagine?..switching on the tv n there you'll see..another crime..and you'll just get use to it..because..it happens..everyday..i have the answers to it..it's because everyone owns a gun!..it doesnt make a country safer!!..it f***ing doesnt..in fact..it takes more lives!..it's not safe anymore..evern when the number of crimes has reduced..the citizens were still in great fear..it doesnt make any sense..to anything..there was a case..where a 6 year old boy stole a gun from his uncle's hse n brought it to school to show off..and ended up shooting his friend..can you imagine that?!..what the boy was doing..having a gun in his hand...n had no feelings!...even after killing his friend!..he could still colour in the principle's office while waiting for the police to come..look how stupid it is!?..it's because he's a bloody kid!..who doesnt know anything!..if his uncle wouldnt have owned a gun then maybe this wont happen..it took an innocent girls life..after the columbine massacre..it wasnt safe..to go school..because..everyone was afraid!..they even needed a metal detector to enter the school..and no beggy pants,tuck in shirts...i think what they need is..school uniforms..this is really stoopid isnt it?..a ten year old boy was suspended from school because he brought a nail clipper to school..and was believed to be a weapon..like what the shit!?..another boy too..who did a gun shape origami using a paper..pointed to the friend and said.."i'm going to kill you with this"..this is pathetic isnt it?!..is it the video games that causes this odd thing to happen?..is it violent movies?..i dont get it..y kill?..y take other innocent people's life?..what do u want?world peace is what the whole world wants..i dont know what to say..it's just wrong.....very wrong.. here's a few cases..involving very young kids..

-6 year old Dedrick Owens, acquired the gun, a .32 semi-automatic pistol, from his uncle's house. On the day of the shooting, he pulled the gun from his pants and pointed it at Kayla and yelled, "I don't like you!" she then replied.."so what?" and fatally shooting her in the neck. She died soon after being shot, despite the teacher's attempts to call emergency services.

-14-year old Michael Hernandez stabbed and slit the throat of 14-year-old classmate, Jaime Rodrigo Gough, while in a restroom at Southwood Middle School. Hernandez was tried as an adult, and sentenced to life in prison without parole. A search of his home revealed he had concocted plans to murder several classmates and even his younger sister. His journal revealed he was obsessed with perfection, and admired Hitler and the Nazis.

-14-year old Michael Hernandez stabbed and slit the throat of 14-year-old classmate, Jaime Rodrigo Gough, while in a restroom at Southwood Middle School.

-14-year-old James Sheets fatally shot his school principal in the cafeteria of his middle school before committing suicide

-13-year-old Nathaniel Brazill shot his English teacher, 35-year-old Barry Grunow, in the face on the last day of school .

-16 year old Luke Woodham stabbed and beat his mother to death, then took a lever-action rifle to Pearl High School where he shot into a crowd of students, killing his ex-girlfriend Christina Menefee and her friend Lydia Kay Dew and wounded seven other students. Woodham later claimed that he did not remember killing his mother.

-12-year-old David Dubose killed a teacher in the hallway of his school with a pistol.

ME.

2006-06-06T23:10:00.000-07:00

i'm going to be honest about myself..spit out whatever that's on my mind..if u dont like it..u can get the shit out of here...so,this is me..i'm sonia ayesha..i think i'm special.i love dreaming..pretending to be someone when i'm not.i have high hopes in the future..to be rich n sucessful.n to help the needs.i've even drew my future house..it has all been plan..i know it's stoopid..but it's not..i started having all these dreams..writing it down ever since i was 9 years old..it might come true one day.i'm going to pray for it.n prove it to you guys.to kids..that..dreams do come true..i tend to do everything..i just like it..which makes me a very talented person..i'm very adventurous..i take risks..i dont really care about what people think of me..because i dont fake it..to make people like me..i love blogging..i love staying at home because i get a lot of things done..i collect clothes,receipts,books,magazines n diaries..i wake up at 7 and go jogging everymorning..i play the piano a lot..at least 2 hours a day..i dance..too much..i bake delicious muffins,cookies n cakes..i'm praising myself..soo what?..does it cause u any problem?..mom says..have an attitude..ur friends..they'll go like..POYO..reading isnt cool..u see...these things that they say..makes u loose ur hope or dreams....dont have to care what people say..coz i'm not going to be afraid of people now..i WANT to change..i WANT to work hard to try my best..to be a high achiever..after seeing all the top scorers for spm..it really want me to set my mind..i want to have soo many choices in my life..to go somewhere and be someone..i really do..me..i'm a happy child for now..i love myself..i'm proud of myself..i know who i am and what i'm able to do..my life..it's wonderful..it's perfect..but it's not enough..my family..their always here for me..my life is filled with soo many things..i thank god for that..but i'm not that perfect..i think everyone isnt..yes..i'm just 14..but i'm very matured for my age..i think i'm very confident..i dare to go up on stage in front of thousands of people..i argue with my sis a lot..n i always win..i'm discipline..u give me something to do..i'll really focus..n whatever i do..i must do it well..aim for the highest..evrything has to be neat..i have my schedule..everything has to be done..no matter what...everything is perfect..except when it comes to boys..i hate them..they suck..they can hurt me really bad..but i was stoopid..because of them..i totally changed..but yea..all this failure that i get..all the mistakes that i've made..it made me become a better person..it made me want to work hard..it made me want to aim for something soo high..like a star..something which is impossible to reach..but impossible is possible..i'll just have to stand up..mistakes..they're good to me..everyone does mistakes..this is how life is..sometimes u can be really down..really low..but..u cant just stay that way forever can u?..u can fix it..believe in yourself..soo yes.i can never trust boys anymore..a girl is like a sex toy to guys..i didnt believe my mom when she said..all guys only thinks about ***..but i think..she's right..i'm not really interested with guys who tends to take me seriously now..i just want to be FRIENDS..soo yea..having a cup of hot chocolate..chilling in a lounge..with great jazzy music..n a breath taking view of kl right in front of my loves..n having a good conversation is what i like..i think you'll find it boring being friends with me..i love to talk..but to have friends..not really..because..i love my family more than my friends..but in school..friends is what i need there..working together..like a team..n friends wont last forever..n i dont have the "friend" material..haha..where u care for each other 24/7..i know..it's weird..but i'm okay with it..not having people around me..in fact i like it..it gives me more privacy..n i get to do whatever i want to do..i admit that i have very few friends..but when i throw parties..i'll invite evryone!..popularity doesnt matter to me...because it ruins you..u'll have to live with people's expectation..what they think of you..you have to maintain it..u'll tend to lack in your studies..coz beauty will be evrything to you..that's not right/good..n people these days..looks is nothing..there's soo many beautiful girls out there...i've seen lots of them ..n people just dont notice you because of your looks these days..just like maria sharopova..i can come up with lots of jokes..it wont be boring talking to me..i have good topics to talk about..haha..i clown around sometime..but not too much..too much of it..means..u'r trying to attract people's attention..n come on..dont be so childish..some people say i'm a bitch..because they dont knowme that well..but wtv..i'm very dressy..i enjoy dressing up..i love my sense of style..they say it's weird..but who cares..mom says..dress up to kill..lol..people say i'm weird..people with looks are not dumb..they can be smart..looks..if u'r beautiful..use it properly...because..that's something god gave to you..n how you use it..it's up to u..i love my mom..a lot...she gives me courage..n she tells me how life is..she tells me what is right n wrong..what to do n what not to do..she always ask me to aim for the highest..working hard..i wish i have the "straight talk" attitude in me..just like dr mahathir who's againts pak lah..hmm..i think..paying attention in class does have an effect...n it's quite interesting listening to speeches..i'm seriously afraid of the future..if i might change..i cant see the future right now..n sometimes i feel like dying at an early age so that i dont have to work hard or live to my mom's expectation..but my mom says..working hard..is joy..my mom....she brought me up really well n she's just THE BEST...